Eligiu
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@arrall prompted me to do this so here you go. I worked as a sex worker from 2016-2017 during my years of IV meth, heroin, codeine, Xanax, DXM and weed blur during the first two years of my law degree after becoming homeless once running away from my parents house.
My first incident of sex work was purely accidental and just sort of unfolded naturally enough, though I wasn't entirely sold on it being a good idea. Over time however I needed more money to pay for my drugs and I would put ads up on 'Craigslist' back when this was a thing advertising myself as a 'ftm (female to male) tranny (I was very kind to myself during this period of time, clearly) slut so attract as many men as possible to get the highest bidder to score whatever drugs I could source that night.
I stopped doing that almost immediately after a then friend sort of intervened after I went on a two week long binge and lost 7kg in two weeks when I was left unattended at home during the uni break away from him and my other friend, and my housemate (all of whom were away). This friend asked me how I'd been paying for the drugs while homeless, on student payments while barely working and I told him he wouldn't like the answer after he demanded to know whether I was breaking the law. Reassuring him that I wasn't I cryptically explained it and it dawned on him with him blurring out that there was 'no way that's good for your mental health's and boy was he right.
I didn't set foot near sex work again for around 5 years, at which point I decided to dabble again but to do it as an escort (yes there is a difference between a sex worker and an escort. I'd say my previous job was sex work but my current is escorting). Whereas I used to get $50-$150 per hour to be treated terribly, I was now asking for $150-$200 initially before pulling my prices up to $250 per half hour, $500 per hour (incall), $1000 for outcall per hour and $2000 for overnight.
I have some reliable customers who are willing to pay the higher prices, some who dropped off when I upped them, but generally these days it's pretty chill and I only do what I want.
I can be pretty brutal to potential clients who rub me the wrong way, act too demanding or pushy, don't respect no for an answer, want free pictures when I'm a discreet service, or don't abide by my 'no messaging me after 8pm rule' I use to weed out the people who can follow simple instructions.
I made one creep beg for me to stop bullying him after he relentlessly harassed me despite me saying no to booking him repeatedly once every fortnight or so due to him underpaying me twice when I initially first started up again l, before I eventually blocked his number only for him to message me on 2 consecutive numbers following me blocking the second one as well, until one night I was high on gear and just sent him like 30 texts ripping into him for every imaginable flaw and calling him out on being manipulative because he 'apologised' then asked for a booking straight away which immediately made me pissed because I hate manipulative people. Once I was done I left him to stew before I 'apologised' for my behaviour to see if he was dumb enough to think I meant it. He was. So then I had another go at him. Every once in a while I send him a fake apology and now be begs me to leave him alone. I just said 'now do you understand what it's like being harassed by someone repeatedly when you don't want them to talk to you at all?' and he doesn't reply.
So yeah. It sounds mean but he honestly was filthy and pushy and took advantage of me and in this job you have to stick up for yourself when you get the chance. It might come off as pretty brutal, but the fact is if he isn't able to even respect me saying no probably close to 50 times what on earth would make me confident that he would respect the boundaries of our initial agreement, given I know for a fact that the second time I had him booked him we agreed to foreplay but he pressured me into full on sex then didn't pay the extra $150 for sex even though he knew there was an extra charge. So basically, I had zero confidence that he would listen to me saying no to sexual acts I don't want to do.
All questions welcome.
Just don't ask me about my junk. I don't feel like my genitals deserve to be the hot topic of the conversation.
My first incident of sex work was purely accidental and just sort of unfolded naturally enough, though I wasn't entirely sold on it being a good idea. Over time however I needed more money to pay for my drugs and I would put ads up on 'Craigslist' back when this was a thing advertising myself as a 'ftm (female to male) tranny (I was very kind to myself during this period of time, clearly) slut so attract as many men as possible to get the highest bidder to score whatever drugs I could source that night.
I stopped doing that almost immediately after a then friend sort of intervened after I went on a two week long binge and lost 7kg in two weeks when I was left unattended at home during the uni break away from him and my other friend, and my housemate (all of whom were away). This friend asked me how I'd been paying for the drugs while homeless, on student payments while barely working and I told him he wouldn't like the answer after he demanded to know whether I was breaking the law. Reassuring him that I wasn't I cryptically explained it and it dawned on him with him blurring out that there was 'no way that's good for your mental health's and boy was he right.
I didn't set foot near sex work again for around 5 years, at which point I decided to dabble again but to do it as an escort (yes there is a difference between a sex worker and an escort. I'd say my previous job was sex work but my current is escorting). Whereas I used to get $50-$150 per hour to be treated terribly, I was now asking for $150-$200 initially before pulling my prices up to $250 per half hour, $500 per hour (incall), $1000 for outcall per hour and $2000 for overnight.
I have some reliable customers who are willing to pay the higher prices, some who dropped off when I upped them, but generally these days it's pretty chill and I only do what I want.
I can be pretty brutal to potential clients who rub me the wrong way, act too demanding or pushy, don't respect no for an answer, want free pictures when I'm a discreet service, or don't abide by my 'no messaging me after 8pm rule' I use to weed out the people who can follow simple instructions.
I made one creep beg for me to stop bullying him after he relentlessly harassed me despite me saying no to booking him repeatedly once every fortnight or so due to him underpaying me twice when I initially first started up again l, before I eventually blocked his number only for him to message me on 2 consecutive numbers following me blocking the second one as well, until one night I was high on gear and just sent him like 30 texts ripping into him for every imaginable flaw and calling him out on being manipulative because he 'apologised' then asked for a booking straight away which immediately made me pissed because I hate manipulative people. Once I was done I left him to stew before I 'apologised' for my behaviour to see if he was dumb enough to think I meant it. He was. So then I had another go at him. Every once in a while I send him a fake apology and now be begs me to leave him alone. I just said 'now do you understand what it's like being harassed by someone repeatedly when you don't want them to talk to you at all?' and he doesn't reply.
So yeah. It sounds mean but he honestly was filthy and pushy and took advantage of me and in this job you have to stick up for yourself when you get the chance. It might come off as pretty brutal, but the fact is if he isn't able to even respect me saying no probably close to 50 times what on earth would make me confident that he would respect the boundaries of our initial agreement, given I know for a fact that the second time I had him booked him we agreed to foreplay but he pressured me into full on sex then didn't pay the extra $150 for sex even though he knew there was an extra charge. So basically, I had zero confidence that he would listen to me saying no to sexual acts I don't want to do.
All questions welcome.
Just don't ask me about my junk. I don't feel like my genitals deserve to be the hot topic of the conversation.
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