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soulfly

soulfly

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you know what?
i've come to the realization that nothing really matters anymore
i've figured it all out...that everything is one big fucking joke designed to break the mind of anyone who isn't strong enough to bear the weight of the boulders.
my spirit is broken...the enemy has won
look at my soul hemmoraging on the floor...
fucking LOOK at it!!!!!!!
don't fucking turn away from it like everyone else, please
i've had to stare at it gasping for air for a lot longer than you could ever imagine
and now it's dead...it's still breathing, but its spirit has been ruthlesslesly torn away from it
all that remains is a shell...a shell which many claim to know, but no one seems to understand...
hurry up and take what you want...because i'm giving it all away
total liquidation, prices drastically reduced
for i have no use for anything anymore
for eventually the shell will stop breathing...but time will keep pressing forward
nothing will stop, life will continue...hearts will be broken, love will be made...both happiness and pain will coninue to exist as it always has, and benath it all, a shell will be turning to ashes, and nothing else will change
 
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jay...self worth...
this saddens me, but like ussual, beautiful writing.
i a going to have to read it again & figure out what i need to say to you, but for now...
you are beautiful, i promise.
peace&warmth-
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***"without deviation from the norm, progress is not possible"f.zappa***
BE AN AGENT OF CHANGE
"one good thing about music, when it hits, you feel no pain"-marley
"there is a party in my mind, and i hope it never stops, there is a party up there allt he time, we are gonna party till we drop"d.byrne
"if you can WALK you can DANCE, if you can TALK, you can SING"-a saying from zimbabwe
***satori shalom***
 
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~*Princess Jen
Head of the Right Coast BLT Crew and Official Leg Humper of the SBS.
~DAYUM!!! -Spencer
Friends dont let friends get MULLETS!-Got it Jay? =oP
*Don't frown, 'cause you never know when someone is falling in love with your smile*
 
take a deep breath.
relax.
then put on Slayer- Reign In Blood.
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j/k.
If there's one thing I've learned in life.
Pain is temporary.
No amount of stress, money, hating your job, etc is worth demeaning yourself. 'Cause in the end.. sometimes you're all you've got.. and if you don't have yourself... you've got nothing. Don't ever let that happen.
Peace
Dave
Dave
[This message has been edited by zero9zero (edited 08 March 2001).]
 
Your words are so true. I hope that whatever is happening in your life right now to cause so much pain will pass soon. Always remember that there are people out there who care about you. (Even if they don't know you)
 
I hope writing helped make you feel better about whatever is getting you so down. It usually helps me to write lyrics or a song, but if the madness is too much it simply won't go away. I've been there, though... believe me. If you need someone to talk to drop me an email aight?
~Suzy
 
Soulfly... that shell on the floor? Walk away from it smiling sweetie, you don't need it anymore.
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Take care of yourself hun, we're here if you need us.
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I was watching Altered States last night, and I thought of the scene where Jessup and his wife lying out on sandy earth, are first covered with it and then carried off by the wind like two dunes in a desert.
It must have been difficult for her to love a great truth lover such as himself.
It must have been even more difficult for him to know that there is no truth greater than the constant winds of change and time.
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When I think of spiritual strength, I think flexibility.
You seem pretty flexible from here. later...
 
Oh,
your lines
on a mirror,
my soul
does ache for
and yearn,
even as my
stoumach twists,
and innards churn.
Doubled over,
in pain,
again,
I look up to the sky
and implore,
" how have I done wrong? "
" why all this suffering and pain then?"
" is it all just some sickening joke? "
" my lifetime to endure? "
>
>
>
>*no answer*
>
>
>
straw to the mirror then,
soul left behind now,
bleeding,
only a great red spot,
to see on the floor.
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What i find unnerving about this is how much your words came from my thoughts as well. Good stuff man, hang in there and keep your head up...
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"If you wanna win the revolution, you 'ave to win it with rasta. You cannot win no other way, cuz if you win 'nother way, you gon' fight agin. Wit rasta, no more war."
--Bob Marley
 
Amazing work, Jay! Believe me, I've been there ...
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You know how to get in touch with me if you ever want to talk.
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"Which will you go for? Which will you love? Which will you choose from, from the stars above? Which will you answer? Which will you call? Which will you take for, for your one and all?" -- Nick Drake
 
Jay,
first off, for me, this was your most moving piece. you put yourself in your pen and let your insides spill out and that is a beautiful skill and thank you for letting us peer into you.
other than that, i'm still struggling with what exactly to say, but i'll think of it...soon.
love,
susan
 
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