nuttynutskin
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Anyone else here not really give a fuck about sex? Maybe not so much as not give a fuck but more like been there done that. Maybe it's just normal for late 30's?
I do wonder if years of alcoholism and being on benzos has affected my libido. I can function fine, but the urge is like non-existant.
Yeah I think it's the combination of meds and drugs that caused it.
Quickfixgrrl,,,, Sounds Awesome!!! Hold on to THAT partner.. We gotta want and NEED our partner for sure!! I've been in BOTH a those kinda relationships!! And I gotta say I LOVE bein where your at right now....... NIRVANA BABY!!!!!
I was tricked into taking an 'androgenic' over the counter gray market steroid supplement last year that, structurally (I checked after the fact of taking two different kinds of it) proved to be ESTROGENIC. I don't know if the manufacturers and or gym selling these products realized the pills were female and not male promoters, and unfortunately for me, one of them was a decanoate--a type of salt with a very long half life due to very high lipophilicity. Now, a year later, I am nearly impotent, do not get erections in my sleep, and almost never even masturbate, which I used to enjoy and do daily as a rule of thumb, sometimes more than 1x per day. In other words, I have accidentally "chemically castrated" myself. My blood testosterone is very low, and my new family doctor started me on a 200 mg testosterone intramuscular injection once every two weeks just this past week. However, I have not seen pro androgenic effects at all yet. I think I may need to add an estrogenic antagonist drug to the mix (will somebody recommend one plz?), but I did not tell my new general practioner the full story yet. He knows that I have very low free T, but he doesn't know that I took a month's worth of long lasting female hormones by mistake last year. I don't have much sexual desire anymore anyway, am mentally morally anguished lately because of my homosexual past, and have an average when erect but tiny when not penis that can really only penetrate a mouth due to overagressive masturbatory technique dating from age 12. In other words, sexually, I am currently a total clunkard. However, I am not ashamed, and in case you haven't noticed, have virtually zero secrets. "He Who Lives By The Truth Comes Into The Light, So That It May Be Plainly Seen That What He Has Done Has Been Done By God."--John 3:21. What do I--little ole useless me do?--why I design your 'cocaine' that you shoot up! For free.
And maaaaania!!!!Yeah jacking off only causes hair growth on your hands afaik.
I think finding the right partner is paramount.
I'm in my late 30's and having the most mind blowing, spiritual and physical sex of my life! It's absolutely down to my partner.. it's a session, we explore for hours and are both extremely sexual individuals.
I've been in a relationship where sex was non existent and I didn't give a fuck because I was simply not into him. I could happily go for YEARS without sex. My current partner has fucked me back to life ? And sex is on my mind 24/7 now because of him..
Drug fuelled sex, too ?