as usual

[Shuddr2Think]

scared of the realization that...
no one knows me.
how the hell did i survive...
19 years of hiding behind idiocy...
lunatic lifestyle...
overacting as a sheild...
i don't want anything..
but for you to know me....
to lay there and tell you the horrible truths
which make up everything about me....
too much time in silence...
slivers of happiness
cutting up my insides...
how long before you see...
obvious and pathetic...
that's my state lately...
far too open to interpretaion...
thats you..
as usual...
but i'll get over it...
and we'll get on...
just be careful...

 

[Joe_and_Angie]

ahhh, couldn't have said it better myself. I feel ya, nice job.
J.
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Dusk is just an illussion, because the sun is either simply above the horizon or below it. And that means day and night are linked in a way that few things are; there cannot be one without the other, yet they cannot exist at the same time.
(How would it feel to be always together, yet forever apart....)
AIM: Jeff from Dayton