Artifical Sunshine/ The entity

[yoUr bLiSS]

Artificial Sunshine
A beautiful masterpiece
Her beauty runs skin deep
Her vibe manufactured
Her radiance
Nothing more then high gloss paint

A master of manipulation
Pull them in
Make them feel special
Share some of that shine
Make them glow as bright as you glow
For in all that brilliance
They fail to notice the smell of plastic

Take all you can from them
But take it sweetly
Play dumb
Smile
Scream accidents

Eventually she will leave on her own accord
When there is nothing left to suck
But more often then not she is forced to flee
Her paint begins to crack
Her vibe becomes transparent
Plastic begins to melt
An acrid stench
Everything changes here
Time to backstab and belittle
Time to twist truths and tell lies
Time to sever ties and set fire to bridges

New pray is easy for you to find
You are a natural Chameleon
Adopt their style
Steal their ideas
Fight their battles
You always come out ahead
Most are so fascinated with the gift wrapping
They'll carry it around for months
Years even
Only once they have opened the gift
Does it hit them

Artificial Sunshine
Burns
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(when Artifical Sunshine finally meets her match...)

The entity
The power of two
With all the right moves
A genius script
And a whole lot of accessorizing
You can pull off quite a punch
You play off one another
Dominate one another
Artificial Sunshine Vs. Ms. Cocky Bitch
One plays the role of Envy
The other Intimidation

Making the men squirm is simply amusement
What you really get off on is the girls
Making them feel inadequate
Making them feel unimportant
To keep this up
You must NEVER separate

To the careful observer
Cracks are visible
And the only thing that keeps you standing
Is forced pressure between the two of you
Alone you are weak
Cheap lightweight material
Too flimsey to stand on its own

Your bodies are your biggest weapon
Your worth is based on your money in tips
Your existence is validated by sexual attention
Quanity over quality
A hot piece of ass will captivate the typical male
In time it will all fade
Your breast will sag and your rear will expand
Without physical beauty you have nothing to offer
What will you do then?

Better save your tips girls.
Work it while you got it
One day all you will have left is that silly photograph
The entity
A reminder of who you once were
The object of thousands of sleazy mens sexual fantasys

At least you'll have each other...

 

[neverwas]

Better save your tips girls.
Work it while you got it
One day all you will have left is that silly photograph
The entity
A reminder of who you once were
The object of thousands of sleazy mens sexual fantasys

firstly let me say your witting is amazing (still). its not easy working in the "industry" we work in. there are numbers of times i walk out of work and just feel so dirty because of the sleazyness of it.

but then there are sometimes when i walk out of work and love it. because thats what i want to do. i like to dance. i like to parade around. i like acting like i like these guys... (what ever pays the bills right?)

it wont last forever...and when i get old and wrinkled at least i can look back and say "hey i did that" and know it was fun. (for most part anyway)

you inspire me (more than you know)

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

starfalls-
i didn't know you were a quote "dancer" as well. right on! i have a great time at work, it's just a bikini bar so i don't have to do lap dances or get naked, plus i bartend there as well. honestly i make more tips at the bar then onstage. i'm like the wierd gothy girl who dances her ass off, does back flips, and wears striped stockings, doc martins, and superhero outfits. most of the guys there want a tall blond in stilettos bending over in front of them with fake breasts.

anyhow i rambled there. i just have the pleasure of having to work with this former best friend of mine and her little sidekick. their issues go way beyond the bikini bar though. trust me.

thank you for your comments! the more i read of your replies and your work the more it seems that we are alike. plus the little bits that Ant has told me. i bet we would get along and have fun together.

 

[neverwas]

*laughs* people worry me when they say "the little bits that Ant has told me. i bet we would get along and have fun together" im sure we would get along great you sound like an awesome girl from what he's said to :D

i like music.
i like to dance.

One of the places i work in is a topless bar/strip club. the girls who dance there go all the way with taking off their clothes. i am a topless bar girl to. thats how my whole dance thing started.

its weird cause in other states of Aus most only go down to their underwear. i recently started pole dancing, while i still leave a lot to be desired in the good ole classyness area, it is fun. i do it for my own self confidence boost really. it also keeps me fit.

(i think im the only spike, stripey sock, choker wearing girl there)

guys like something different.

its not an easy industry to work in. i remember when i first started. my boss sat me down and told me "its a very mentally exhausting job" and boy was he right.

i often wonder where i will be in five years down the track...if i will of succeeded in what i want to do. or whether i will of tried and failed. but at least right now i can enjoy it for what it is