Mycotheologist
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- Apr 8, 2012
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I've had two endoscopies (where they shove a camera down your throat so they can see inside your GI tract) and the 2nd time, I decided to take the sedative they offered. I didn't bother asking them what it was but it felt just like a benzo. They told me I wouldn't remember the procedure but thats not the case, I remember everything. It was brutal, I had stayed up the previous night on amphetamines so I felt asleep once the benzo kicked in and I woke up to a doctor forcing a camera down my throat, it felt like a struggle for my life. The first time, I didn't take the sedative and it was fine, they told me when to swallow and the whole thing went smoothly. The second time they just started trying to forcibly shove the thing down my throat. Hospitals really need to start taking into consideration the fact that not everyone reacts to drugs the same way. The sedative didn't sedate me nearly enough to overcome the fight or flight response and didn't cause any memory loss.
