lots of alcohol tonight, and caved in and downed 4mg xanax, oh well, it relieved me a hell of a lot. 3:30am here and just havin some cones before i call it a night
currently at the point to were my head is completely fucked and cannot think at all, while my body is starting to shut down slowly but surely... its already started with my legs. (i need to find somewhere were i no i won't be moving anytime soon.)
but what can i say, it all leads to a crash and burn from days on end amphetamine use... i binge every singe week using around half an ounce a week, why? you tell me... i would rather crash hard than have dope sick! i really don't no how you junkies and deal with it. [/crash]
i would of gone to bed and put a movie on or something to help me sort myself out and fall asleep, if only i dint owe money or had to pickup some shit! fuck sake... no way can i go were i need to go, making that person come meet close to me
Nah not really... slightly buzzed on kratom. Blew all my funds this month on cola. Considered going into the drug store & picking up a Benzedrex inhaler (poor man's speed), but I'm not really in the mood to go 'up' tonight... need a few solid nights of sleep, I'm tired of stims & blowing money on useless crap. A few nights of good sleep would be beautiful .
Welcome back, Koosh - - you are one fuckin' hot wild dude
Wondering how you can keep it up - especially getting the funds to keep partied up all the time. Me - damn - I gotta work which cuts way back on my party time.