Had a big weekend. Little bits of meth here and there, drunk as a skunk Friday and Saturday nights, and I've had a few beers and some wine over lunch. Now it's bong time. Listening to phat psychedelic electroo too. Wooot.
i just quit blazing a few weeks ago, fucking stupid cannabis psychosis shit, i couldnt stand anymore fucking paranoia and shit, i start doing benzos again a few days ago and feel very peaceful now even on very small doses, its awesome to be alive again lol
Its the first real hit of the day and its just sitting there waiting for me. Its sitting there looking at me with its pitch colored nothingness and its' jeering at me. Oh sweet oblivion. It's a goddamn shame that there is nothing I can do to help myself before I fall into the rabbit hole again...