I am only addicted to cigarettes right now and i am trying to become less of a druggie.
However, i used to have an addiction to being fucked up. I would smoke weed just about everyday and drink on the weekends but if i couldnt find weed i would want something to fuck me up like painkillers, ritalin, aderol, alcohol. I was never sober if i had to study for exams or do a paper or something i would snort some aderol. It was like i couldnt live sober and i didnt even realize it until recently that is why i have slowed down my drug use. I thought about psychedelics all the time and at first they were hard to come by but in the last year or more i have had easy access to mushrooms specifically, and would munch on them a lot. Sometimes 2 days in a row. Maybe about 20 times in the last year. I dont think that can be good for you physically or psycologically. I hadnt smoked pot in 2 weeks up until a couple days ago when i went to visit some friends and went to an rjd2 concert, but i probably wont smoke for a couple weeks again. i havent taken mushrooms in 2 or three months. Havent taken e in 3 months. last time i did acid was about a month ago at phish's last show but i hadnt done it for like 9 months before that.