Extreme introvert w/ Asperger's syndrome here.
There's no one I envy more than the "social butterflies" who can walk up to anyone and start a conversation...and then keep it going.
My DOCs are opiates and stimulants (both equally). I've never tried actual amphetamines or coke, but have done ephedra, coca and propylhexedrine and love the energy/enthusiasm they give me, as I suffer from fatigue caused by some as-yet-unknown problem. Depression? Autoimmune disease? Hypothyroidism? All possible. The fact that I'm familiar enough with these conditions to know they cause fatigue is a testament to how severely it's affected my life.
Hydrocodone, oxycodone, poppy tea and codeine are the extent of my opiate experience and are only taken in recommended "medicinal" doses. They help me feel confident socially while reducing anxiety and depression...like the missing piece to the defective portion of my brain, whatever that may be. They fill me with enthusiasm and euphoria and help me achieve what most others feel in their sober state--excitement over the "little things" and a positive self image.
To sum it up, I'm basically a self-medicator. I use drugs in modest doses to bring my drive, outlook and performance up to the level of my peers, not as an escape from reality or a means of getting fucked up. I am a daily/semi-daily user of propylhexedrine and poppy tea and a weekly user of pot, btw. I absolutely despise the effects that alcohol, antihistamines, caffeine and tobacco have on me...