cryptix420
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jul 25, 2010
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Hello there,
I've taken a bit of a break from things mind altering, given the pickle I'd gotten myself into from years of abusing these powerful substances. I'm sure some will remember my raging in the MXE thread lol. It has been a little over 8 months since I took any alcohol, psychedelics or 'real drugs' and a little over 4 since I had cannabis. During this time I've done a lot of meditating, writing, biking, surfing, working, been financially independent and stable, left a 3 year long toxic, codependent relationship, stopped eating animal flesh, eggs, & dairy, and numerous other wonderful, productive, life-improving things. All this has helped me to somewhat come to terms with many of the horrifying things I experienced while on drugs (of which I have written trip reports that I look forward to typing up and sharing).
I am enjoying the stability in my life, and have begun to heal many old relationships, and also form many new, beautiful, and loving ones. Lately though, I have been questioning the notion that permanent sobriety is really the way to be. Understandably, many here may have a bit of a bias, but it is the only forum where I feel comfortable talking about all of these things. I convinced myself for a while that states of being that I had been subjected to while under the influence of various drugs, was not only possible via alternative methods, but actually surpassable. These days though, I am questioning that idea heavily. Do the people that claim such things to be true have influence taking drugs, and then achieving a higher state a different way? It seems a bit discouraging to think of meditating for 40 years, so as to have one moment of enlightenment, when I could take a blotter and experience 10 hours of it. Aren't these things put here to be used as tools in such a way?
I guess it is the whole debate about responsible drug use, or if such a thing even exists. It seems that when used mindfully, with set & setting taken into account, and good intentions, that things like LSD truly can help usher in a more aware and enlightened state, for the individual and the collective consciousness.
I am considering taking LSD (and who knows, maybe some MDA and ketamine) whilst camping in the redwoods with my girlfriend. I am curious of you all's opinions on these matters
I've taken a bit of a break from things mind altering, given the pickle I'd gotten myself into from years of abusing these powerful substances. I'm sure some will remember my raging in the MXE thread lol. It has been a little over 8 months since I took any alcohol, psychedelics or 'real drugs' and a little over 4 since I had cannabis. During this time I've done a lot of meditating, writing, biking, surfing, working, been financially independent and stable, left a 3 year long toxic, codependent relationship, stopped eating animal flesh, eggs, & dairy, and numerous other wonderful, productive, life-improving things. All this has helped me to somewhat come to terms with many of the horrifying things I experienced while on drugs (of which I have written trip reports that I look forward to typing up and sharing).
I am enjoying the stability in my life, and have begun to heal many old relationships, and also form many new, beautiful, and loving ones. Lately though, I have been questioning the notion that permanent sobriety is really the way to be. Understandably, many here may have a bit of a bias, but it is the only forum where I feel comfortable talking about all of these things. I convinced myself for a while that states of being that I had been subjected to while under the influence of various drugs, was not only possible via alternative methods, but actually surpassable. These days though, I am questioning that idea heavily. Do the people that claim such things to be true have influence taking drugs, and then achieving a higher state a different way? It seems a bit discouraging to think of meditating for 40 years, so as to have one moment of enlightenment, when I could take a blotter and experience 10 hours of it. Aren't these things put here to be used as tools in such a way?
I guess it is the whole debate about responsible drug use, or if such a thing even exists. It seems that when used mindfully, with set & setting taken into account, and good intentions, that things like LSD truly can help usher in a more aware and enlightened state, for the individual and the collective consciousness.
I am considering taking LSD (and who knows, maybe some MDA and ketamine) whilst camping in the redwoods with my girlfriend. I am curious of you all's opinions on these matters

