Today was good day. Slept nice last night after seeing girlfreind and had a good day at work. Afterwards I went home and walked into town just smoking and taking in the sights. Called up a friend and spiked up. Then headed over to Hannaford and walked with my girlfreind through town after she got off work.
Spent the evening with her for a few hours. Walked from her job and stopped at the fields to watch the sky and listen to birds. Was really beautiful out. Ended up confessing my true love for her. Made her cry ears of joy. She feels same way I do. Told me I am her soul mate. Indeed. Had a nice conversation and just talked the time away together. Ended up kissing and embracing each other while sun set in the distance. Starting to cherish simple, blissful, extraordinary moments like the one I had with her tonight. Really lucky to be alive sometimes. Wish I felt like this all the time. Really lucky to have her in my life. I love her.
Thinking about getting promise ring for her come Anniversary in July. Only girl I love. Only girl that turns me on. Only girl that makes me feel alive. Want to be with her forever and a day. Never want to let her go.
Feel bad though. Wish I was normal, not an addict, not depressed, not having two personalities. Try my best to smile, sometimes my best not good enough. Want to be the best I can for her. Want to be able to give her the world.
Hoping I get better. Hoping for a miracle.
Spent the evening with her for a few hours. Walked from her job and stopped at the fields to watch the sky and listen to birds. Was really beautiful out. Ended up confessing my true love for her. Made her cry ears of joy. She feels same way I do. Told me I am her soul mate. Indeed. Had a nice conversation and just talked the time away together. Ended up kissing and embracing each other while sun set in the distance. Starting to cherish simple, blissful, extraordinary moments like the one I had with her tonight. Really lucky to be alive sometimes. Wish I felt like this all the time. Really lucky to have her in my life. I love her.
Thinking about getting promise ring for her come Anniversary in July. Only girl I love. Only girl that turns me on. Only girl that makes me feel alive. Want to be with her forever and a day. Never want to let her go.
Feel bad though. Wish I was normal, not an addict, not depressed, not having two personalities. Try my best to smile, sometimes my best not good enough. Want to be the best I can for her. Want to be able to give her the world.
Hoping I get better. Hoping for a miracle.