April 11th 2009

Yesterday left work early without telling boss at 9:00am. Was beautiful day. Blue skies. Full sun.
Drove to the cliffs few miles from house. At least 100ft give or take a few high. Stared in awe at beauty around me. Wrote letter. Left in car. Stood at edge of cliff wind in hair. Did not take Suboxone that day. Shot 2 bags of dope on the edge of forever. Perfect feeling. Perfect rush.

Leave rest up to reader...

Ended up in hospital with dislocated feet, knees, and thighs...

No matter what. Can never succeed...

Happy I was able to pick up phone and talk to girlfriend when she called that evening.... Did not give shit about parents.

Not sure what to say or think about situation.
 
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