Apology in Advance

[beanpoophead]

I danced last night
in your soft slow sleep

yeah you read that right

I knew you saw me there
and I didn’t care
no, I didn’t even stare
I just danced on and on

here I go again

as I fall

and I know you would always be there
to see the look on your face when
I begin to crawl all over again

passion for this passionate facade
that lied to me a million times
and made it ok for me to hate you

because I was always taught
that since Jesus didn’t hate
neither could I

what a bunch of bullshit that proved
to be, for me, and even you

when will it be the end
and I will just smile my sweet, sweet smile
that not one of you have ever seen
because its hid behind a million smiles
that I faked, a million times so I wouldn’t cry

no, not in front of you

cos I couldn’t let you have a clue
about who I was actually was
when im not in front of you

so make me whole again
until you break me, again
then I’ll be right back here, again

cos that’s just the way this crazy love game goes
for shame on me, I hope its not me on the losing end

and if you hurt me
I’ll find someway to kill you, softly and slow

but if its me that hurts you, indeed
I must apologize in advance
for doing what was meant to be

 

[DarkPoet]

It spirals down to the final very concise point, I see many twists and turns in my mind as I read these words and the last line just blows me away as it was so unexpected.

 

[RareForm]

passion for this passionate facade
that lied to me a million times
and made it ok for me to hate you

This was so wonderfully written bph, I really loved this paragraph and I loved the last one also.....

I love the way you express yourself in your poems,,,so confidently, this was one of my favorites of yours

 

[cherub]

definately a poem i can really relate to at this point in my life. Thanks so much for putting words out there that i really needed to hear . Great stuff once again girl

 

[iLoveYouWithaKnife]

...it's been a while since i've been around.
excellent read, as always.

so make me whole again
until you break me, again
then I’ll be right back here, again

i feel you.