Ganja Gremlin
Bluelighter
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- Sep 2, 2017
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So what is the best way to go about getting them ? I am not trying to get them to abuse , I am diagnosed with an anxiety disorder and PTSD ,along with an eating disorder and depression . When I was in the hospital in the past they gave me Ativan , all I did was ask for something for anxiety around eating and they were super nice about it but that also was in inpatient for my eating disorder
but the clinic I am going to is for trauma , what I am going to tell them is that my anxiety is taking over my life , I am having panic attacks all the time that are triggered by both PTSD and my anxiety disorder . Last week for example I thought I saw the man who raped me when an was 17 ( they never caught him) but I litterally couldn't tell if it was just some random person or really him and it sent me into this huge PTSD an anxiety trip all day .
Benzos really do help my ptsd ... I have been self medicating with xanax but I am not going to ask for xanax . I'm thinking if I just tell them I have been on Ativan on the past in the hospital and it was really helpful , they would put me on it .
Now I'm just praying they don't drug test me xD a case worker is helping me schedule my appointments and she said if i don't like this clinic I can go somewhere else so it's gonna be pretty easy to doctor shop , I'm just worried since I'm 18 that they won't wanna prescribe to me ... I think I should maybe ask for only as needed ... but my ptsd and anxiety is pretty severe
but the clinic I am going to is for trauma , what I am going to tell them is that my anxiety is taking over my life , I am having panic attacks all the time that are triggered by both PTSD and my anxiety disorder . Last week for example I thought I saw the man who raped me when an was 17 ( they never caught him) but I litterally couldn't tell if it was just some random person or really him and it sent me into this huge PTSD an anxiety trip all day .
Benzos really do help my ptsd ... I have been self medicating with xanax but I am not going to ask for xanax . I'm thinking if I just tell them I have been on Ativan on the past in the hospital and it was really helpful , they would put me on it .
Now I'm just praying they don't drug test me xD a case worker is helping me schedule my appointments and she said if i don't like this clinic I can go somewhere else so it's gonna be pretty easy to doctor shop , I'm just worried since I'm 18 that they won't wanna prescribe to me ... I think I should maybe ask for only as needed ... but my ptsd and anxiety is pretty severe