pocketsevens
Bluelighter
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- Mar 22, 2015
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Hello bluelighters. I'm posting in the Neuroscience and Pharmacology section because I've browsed through a lot of the posts and you are all clearly intelligent people who know what you're talking about. I'm coming to you to ask for help. I have chronic exhaustion which causes other problems like depression. I wake up unable to sleep more, but there is this grogginess that follows me throughout the entire day and is impossible to shake. After about 10 minutes of being awake I can usually fall back asleep. And it doesn't matter how much sleep I get, I am always so tired. It's almost a type of pain... my body feels like a cage, a weight that I cannot escape from. I seem to fail at everything I do because I just can't keep up. It's sad because I used to be a very bright, ahead-of-the-game type of person. But now I feel almost disabled...
I saw a neuropsychologist who did tests on my brain and found that my brain exhibits some dopaminergic dsyfunction. It's mild, but I think it could be the reason I have such a hard time functioning. I wonder if this is because I was put on large doses of Adderall as a child. (Recent studies show that amphetamine causes damage to the dopaminergic system.) Whatever the reason is, I'm wondering what I can do to help manage my symptoms. Depression medication helps ever so slightly for the first few months I'm on it, then the effectiveness decreases. Caffeine doesn't work because of my tolerance from Adderall. Adderall helps but I'm staying away from that shit. Exercise is nearly impossible because I'm so tired. I can only run for a minute and then I have to walk. I have a heart problem (mitral valve regurgitation with a repaired valve) that most likely adds to my exhaustion, but my heart slowly healed after the valve was repaired and now exhibits near-normal function.
I even asked my doctor once if I could be put on a tiny dose of a drug for Parkinson's patients, like Levodopa, but they said no obviously. Oxycodone helps tremendously but it obviously cannot be a long-term solution due to dependence and tolerance. So I'm coming here to ask if anyone knows anything, ANYTHING I can do to improve my situation, even if it's only slightly. I have dreams and I want nothing more than to live a normal life... I would do anything. Thanks for reading and I look forward to hearing from you.
I saw a neuropsychologist who did tests on my brain and found that my brain exhibits some dopaminergic dsyfunction. It's mild, but I think it could be the reason I have such a hard time functioning. I wonder if this is because I was put on large doses of Adderall as a child. (Recent studies show that amphetamine causes damage to the dopaminergic system.) Whatever the reason is, I'm wondering what I can do to help manage my symptoms. Depression medication helps ever so slightly for the first few months I'm on it, then the effectiveness decreases. Caffeine doesn't work because of my tolerance from Adderall. Adderall helps but I'm staying away from that shit. Exercise is nearly impossible because I'm so tired. I can only run for a minute and then I have to walk. I have a heart problem (mitral valve regurgitation with a repaired valve) that most likely adds to my exhaustion, but my heart slowly healed after the valve was repaired and now exhibits near-normal function.
I even asked my doctor once if I could be put on a tiny dose of a drug for Parkinson's patients, like Levodopa, but they said no obviously. Oxycodone helps tremendously but it obviously cannot be a long-term solution due to dependence and tolerance. So I'm coming here to ask if anyone knows anything, ANYTHING I can do to improve my situation, even if it's only slightly. I have dreams and I want nothing more than to live a normal life... I would do anything. Thanks for reading and I look forward to hearing from you.

