well morph had a seizure from tramadol withdrawal luckily in the flat and luckily not near the glass table, I broke my fucking phone and the sim got blocked in, got it out with a knife, but the new phone couldn't recognize it, I'm on day 3 of Cold Turkey, I got some lyrica, xanax diazepam and clonazepam to cover me up, the brain zaps are crazy, my last dose was in the 1300-1600 range so yeah, but I couldn't wait to taper, I got 3 weeks more exactly before I begin the new developer job as a .Net Developer, now I'm into learning web development with my entrepreneurial skills on a hitchhike back from the pharmacy I got a "freelance" handshake type contract for a pizza place to make a site that acts as an app to so I'm going with Angular for that, all good in the hood plus I convinced a restaurant owner in the place where I used to work and will still work as is a big center for corporations, their mananger is a chick from my hometown, we kicked it, I got her to know what they need and "strongarm" the owner without him knowing, strongarming is a wrong word, but it's a fischer move, he told me to guess their needs, so I said ok, let's get on some chess shit, pawn on B2
OH AND THE NEWS NEWS, IF after the internship they don't keep me, I'll be living 15 minutes away from you
@F.U.B.A.R. can't wait to stick up your GF's boyfriend

not stick up in the way you would think of, that's for you and me

it's gonna suck till I get that nino shit, but I got where to crash plus I'm gonna move away from there as soon as I got my nino since me and my "ex"best friend are getting a flat, in your zone anyway, I don't have that many alts, I actually requested the deletion of the alts like FUBARS daughter and satanic cult blablabla,
I am very motivated, I can say, I still got trams on me, didn't have ONE wish to touch them, tried to sell them to some pharmacy



they said it doesn't work like that, they say the would because the whole county is out of tramadol codeine morph etc and I could help the pharmacy chains out, but I don't got a license apparently that's needed, who would've guessed???huh??
edit: maybe I'm gonna be back in some months after I recover, chinup style, but I won't rejoin the staff sorry, even in real life every fucking person comes to me for treatments and guidance and I'm like go to a fucking GP or psychiatrist wtf man I'm not wikipedia, and this is not meant for the BL users but for my real life friends, the bl user thing is a whole another shit, this is the purpose of the site so as a mod I understand that I have to help and that's why I volunteered, cheers mates, queens gets the money