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Bluelighter
Panic - where do you live??
'posa good to see you are not taking pain meds. And, I have lost many friends over this illness. So I can relate.
If I may ask, how old were you when you were diagnosed?
It is funny how all these people can have the "same illness" but yet experience it in so many different ways. My trigger points do not kill me, they hurt. But, my muscle ache like I have the flu and I am always running a low grade fever (99) and it feels like there is someone in the floor pulling me. Feels like I have gravity boots on and I can barely hold myself upright.
I have been daignosed with it also. I am on methadone and it takes care of the pain 90% but if I could do it without drugs I so would. I am now dependent on methadone and if I stop my pain is too much to handle. If I would choose again, I would do everything in my power to not take opiates for pain. But a year ago I was too weak and too desperate to continue living in pain so I chose methadone. Didn't want to and was tired of looking for a doctor who would prescribe me meds I need so I went to a methadone clinic and said I was addicted. I did use opiates occasionally at that point but was not physically addicted. Bad move, but brings me complete relief and lets me live life. I am happy to be on this med but feel bad about being dependent on it.
I know the one thing that makes a difference for me is diet. When I eat only veggies, fruits, meat and fish I feel a lot better. When I eat everything I feel like shit.
I have been daignosed with it also. I am on methadone and it takes care of the pain 90% but if I could do it without drugs I so would. I am now dependent on methadone and if I stop my pain is too much to handle. If I would choose again, I would do everything in my power to not take opiates for pain. But a year ago I was too weak and too desperate to continue living in pain so I chose methadone. Didn't want to and was tired of looking for a doctor who would prescribe me meds I need so I went to a methadone clinic and said I was addicted. I did use opiates occasionally at that point but was not physically addicted. Bad move, but brings me complete relief and lets me live life. I am happy to be on this med but feel bad about being dependent on it.
I know the one thing that makes a difference for me is diet. When I eat only veggies, fruits, meat and fish I feel a lot better. When I eat everything I feel like shit.
Hey anyone else have this god forsake bullshit and its making them hate life?