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Anyone have advice on how to kick slamming chris?

ONACOMEBACK

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I was all caught up with OXYS for about 6 months and then went on to heroin when the pills ran dry. I didn't like the fact that I was always trying to keep from get dope sick. I get the bright idea to start slamming Chrystal meth, and it worked. The only problem is that I am now a fucking koko bird that is only concerned about banging hookers when my whole life is falling apart right in front of me.

Any advice for me when I kick?
 
Are you really ready? The more times you try and fail the less likely you'll ever get out, cause falling off the wagon (IME) gives one the "fuck I can't do this" feeling, and it gets harder every time.
So first decide weather or not you really truly want to kick it. Don't try unless you're confident you can do it.
 
you have to be ready to quit which could mean changing your life quite a bit. in rehab they told me the best way to stay clean is to move at least 100 miles away from where you live now. i personally think thats bullshit, but youre gonna have to change your daily routines. you might even have to stop talking to a few "friends". its gonna be hard but if you really want it youll make it happen :)
 
if and when youre ready to quit being high on anything,,change all the small things about your life that you can,,put ur wallet in the other pocket re arrange all the dishes in the kitchen ,put the silver ware in a different drawer ,put your clothes on in a different order,,etc.thatll make things feel different for a minute,,go do something for someone that could use a hand,,,and if you want to stop because of some negative effects ,,then take a minute to try to make those things right ,,,and last but not least call somebody anybody every day and see how they are doing......
 
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