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Anyone else horny as fuck all the time?

Only late at night or when I wake up or after a big meal. Soooo... Yea pretty much fairly often. I feel like a teenager again.
 
Nope. Used to be but opioids has killed my sex drive. We still do 4-6 times a week and I enjoy it and do get off but if it was me starting it we would have it alot less.
I'm now working 6 days a week and he has 2 days he has to go into the office which had him coming home after a 90 minute drive so we will be having it less.
I'm a good girlfriend though, if I don't feel like it it least do oral.
For a man his age (late 40's) I'm surprised how horny he is.
 
nope; drugs have lowered my libidio to the point I can act with a bit of class in that dept.

It really has been a blessing (mostly); before that hormones had me doing stupid shit to impress girls or go to dangerous places put myself at risk in general.

Now I kind of feel like if I meet someone organically than great, really I would be thrilled. But im not doing dating apps and meatmarkets, recreational sex is not really desired. (ok now and than I am human and you girls do be lookin good!)
 
since my childhood around seven years old), my libido has always been incredibly high. I’ve been masturbating at least four times a day and often much more for most of my life until a few years ago, when I gave up masturbation for religious reasons once I started practising Islam more. at one point, I started to hate my high libido because I don’t have a wife and sex outside marriage is not allowed in Islam so my sexual frustration built up.
Everything changed when I temporarily experienced anhedonia last year. part of that horrible experience was a sudden disappearance of my libido. I mean, I could’ve still masturbated during that time and found it pleasurable, but that burning animal desire was gone. instead of making things easier for me, it was actually one of the most depressing aspects of that anhedonia. I even reached a point where thoughts about things that sent me into overdrive like a girl spitting in my face or in my food or putting her bare feet on me actually made me feel disgusted and disrespected.
Thankfully, after changing my diet including increases in my protein intake, I recovered, starting with the lifting of my depression and the return of my libido, which was slow at first but then came back strong, Hard and fast a few months later. now I’m constantly battling to resist masturbation again and my female foot and spitting fantasies have returned with full force.
I think my experience has taught me some key lessons.
Firstly, from the perspective of someone who believes in God I believe the creator wanted me to appreciate the gift of high libido he had given to me but I had to have it taken away from me temporarily to realise it’s value. even if you don’t believe in God, my advice would be still appreciate a high libido and use it to your advantage. I now feel that God never wanted me to try and suppress my libido by avoiding protein and eating lots of sugar as I used to do when I first gave up masturbation. instead, I should eat the food that boost my sexual health and learn self-control to resist masturbation. If I do break and masturbate, I just repent and try again whilst thanking God for the gift he had given me.

I just hope my libido stays high once I get married so I can actually make good use of it.
 
Never mess with your bodies natural hormone system with dumb shit like steroids, hgh, finaestride, clomid, hcg, hmg etc... you will never be the same.
 
Restarting HRT the way I really need to (Testosterone Cypionate 50mg IM injections, 1 a week) + Autism + BPD + Moving in with my boyfriend after dating Long distance for 4.5 Years + Hypersexuality from WEIRD FUCKING TRAUMA = A RECIPE FOR UH. LOTS OF WEIRD SEXUALITY SHITTERY I GUESS???

Not getting into the Schematics of my trauma as its BORDERLINE FUCKING RETARDED. just know, i've been horny and talking about sex and consuming NSFW content since 8-9 years old. Am 22 Now.

I am horny. All the time.
I draw porn, a LOT (i am... an artist, yes,. been drawing SERIOUSLY for 10 years now. Erm..)
My brain and dopamine rely on sexual fantasies and thinking about sex to be happy.
I am a Maladaptive Daydreamer except.,,, ALL of my daydreams are FETISH/SEX RELATED. AND IT IMPEDES ON MY FUCKING LIFE.

i CAN be Not Horny, I just neeed to be on the VERGE OF KILLING MYSELF EMOTIONALLY to be, or so ANGRY. Or SAD. I dont FUCKING KNOW!!

Its embarrassing!! its FUCKING GROSS!! DISGUSTING OF ME!!! and yet,,, FEELS GOOD.

I have "dry spells" (see: the first month of rehab) where i just do not even think about masturbating until i crack. But ... ive been living here for 4 months almost, and been cranking the hog at LEAST once a day. Its a MIRACLE if i got 48+ HOURS.

Yerp.
 
it's really tough, i'm always on. sometimes i even get half- hard at work and have to find ways to hide it. not that often... but i'm ALWAYS activated mentally.

i saw some speculation somewhere that hyper- sexualization went hand- in- hand with ADHD, but i'unno
 
FUCKING GROSS!! DISGUSTING OF ME!!!
it's not disgusting.

don't be so hard on yerself, most of what goes on inside us is unconscious.

and i'm sure we can't control that kinda stuff without years of practice/ help.



what i've learned that i can do is change how i let it affect my emotional state when (insert x trait that i am hard on myself about) it comes up.. by looking at it objectively instead of ruminating.

idk, i'm just me but i really hope you don't think of your traits as flaws or grotesque personality tumors... are you hurting others? or yourself?
 
idk, i'm just me but i really hope you don't think of your traits as flaws or grotesque personality tumors... are you hurting others? or yourself?
Unfortunately.. Hahaha... Wish i didnt, every day :')
Im hurting myself more, and other people secondary, i guess. i am bare minimum decent: ask for consent, make sure over 18, etc. if im given consent tho, i run with it and get really... Oversharey. especially if they share the fetish i do.

After years of being mocked and ridiculed as a young groomed teen, into traumatized adulthood too fast, being kinky and sexual is "taboo" for me, despite it being my default. as a teen (im talkin 12-14 y/o) i sexually harassed friends my age ONLINE because i am autistic and was a vicitim of grooming. Now it just feels predatory to be sexual, especially also since i am Transgender FTM and bisexual, which conservative christian society wants to outright call me a CHILD PREDATORY GROOMER over. what the fuck???

its awful.
 
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