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Heroin Anyone else get really lovey-dovey after doing dope? Almost MDMA-like...

Man, well shit that shot of dope sure was good, except then I had sex for 3 hours straight, she came at least twice and me...nothing. :( We tried everything imaginable, blowjobs, anal, doggy, missionary, cowgirl, condom, no condom, etc...nope.
At least the heroin was good!
 
Yeah, that was frustrating...at least she had a good time. :)
She said tomorrow she'll compensate and make me cum 8 times hahah (but shhh, she doesn't know about the dope, she just thinks I got porn actor-like sex machine skills hehe)...plus she's my roommate...
As they say, good guys finish last!
 
Hmm the one time I tried shooting heroin while on LSD, as I was coming down, I thought "Hey, I'm sobering up now! The walls are looking pretty still to me now! Bout time to shoot that dope!" Seemed like a great idea at the time, except when I tried to prep the shot I realized I was still tripping really hard and couldn't focus my eyes for shit, I could barely stick the needle into the cotton to filter the shit, and much less hit a vein properly.

I pretty much missed the entire shot which pissed me off, but 10 minutes later I slowly started feeling that warmth rising up through my chest, so at least I was somewhat relieved it hadn't all gone to waste.

Pretty stupid move, though, but fun nonetheless. Man, time goes by fast...that was a good 3 years ago, feels like it was just yesterday... :\
 
On heroin I just want to lay down and cuddle my girlfriend, so it's like ecstasy in that regard. I just want to lay next to her and run my hands all over her body, stroking her face, giving small kisses, it just makes me incredibly touchy.
 
On heroin I just want to lay down and cuddle my girlfriend, so it's like ecstasy in that regard. I just want to lay next to her and run my hands all over her body, stroking her face, giving small kisses, it just makes me incredibly touchy.

like the beginning of requiem. :)
 
I've used heroin maybe 7 times and I felt this way everytime...I never got to experience the nod everyone talks about, and I want to, but I never seem to be able to.

I think I may have a natural tolerance to opiates...With no tolerance I need like 35mg oxy to feel great, not to the point of nodding, just general euphoria and I can function normally and be around people without them knowing. With dope I have gotten from 2 different people and 2 bags never really got me close to the nod, although It is so good :\ and that's all with no tolerance
 
Hey man,
Not really sure what your asking. I mean, I read your post and your thread title, but there was a lot of stuff mixed in there that leads me to tend to think there is more behind your question than what your actually just asking in your thread title. That may be because in addition to me being a current and past drug user/abuser/addict (and having a major mental illness- PTSD- albeit I've been 'functional' as in maintaining full time employment for most of my adult life, being in my mid 40's now) I'm also a social worker and have worked as a drug and alcohol counselor (as well as having clients who have drug and alcohol abuse and/or addiction issues on top of major mental illness diagosis). Additional background of mine, which I firmly believe is/was directly connected to my use/abuse- which is that my PTSD is from childhood severe abuse neglect.

So as a drug user/abuser- sure I get the warm feelings from dope that make me talkative and feeling good (if I use an ammt that allows me to be functional and not what is IMO, for me, 'overdoing it' where I'm nodding or close to that point. And I like that, being happy and feeling good and chatty with people at work or strangers (not to a weird degree, like overdoing it or behaving inappropriate) or in particular with my wife where I'm communicative and my convo is flowing and I'm feeling good about it- although since 'at baseline' (i.e. my typical self off drugs I'm self adsorbed and under talkative and tend to be isolative).

As a person in recovery, which I consider, for myself at least, to be multi-facited and not necessarilly the standard definition of 'recovery' from a drug and alcohol abuse/addition perspective. What I mean by that is by having addressed underlying isssues related to my mental, emotional, psychological state which IMO is extremely connected directly to my upbringing. Now, IMO, this can not really happen if a person is abusing drugs and/or alcohol on a daily or almost daily basis as they don't have the clarity to effectively address such issues. But also, IMO and in my personal expeirience, it does not necessarilly have to happen only in the context of complete absitnance for an extended period of time. As a person in recovery I see your question in the context of your whole post where you reference some heavy use and some fairly hardcore inpatient treatment.

As a social worker- where my perspective is similar to the 'as a person in recovery' from MY definition as described above- I see your question as more complex as well.

So, overall, maybe you were just interested in knowing if people like the feeling of being chill on dope, my response on the surface is: sure, who the hell wouldn't? But I also question why you added in all the other stuff? If you simply wanted to know if people like feeling warm and chill and were high when you posted and feeling warm and chill why didn't the content of your post be filled with content that was all centered around 'warm and chill'? Why did it include info about past prob's with overuse and intensive tx? I wonder if there are questions you have, that you may or may not be fully in touch with consciously, that happened to come out, but not in the form of questions, but in the form of providing info about past abuse and intensive tx? From the in recovery/soc wrker I wonder if you have concerns about moving from occasional use and nice warm and fuzzy back into problematic use (by your own definition, whatevery that may be).

Any truth to my suspicions? That is simply a question I am posing to you, for you to take and consider, or not take. I certainly don't let other people tell me what to do or what to think, and will be the first to admit that I am often wrong, and very well may be in this case as I pose this as a potential perspective for you to consider pondering at some point.

If it makes a difference, at this moment I'm in a state of 'not quite nodding but past the point of warm and fuzzy', I'm 'over using dope' at this moment so maybe everything I wrote is a projection of my own issues onto you. Or maybe we are bouncing aorund in similar places so to speak. Mostly I'm in a great space on a low dose of subutex, below the 'warm and fuzzy' place but for me THAT place is better than the warm and fuzzy place for me and for my life. So for me, the warm and fuzzy place leads me to the overuse (by my definition, for myself) place. And I've been to the far past overuse place, although with the drug heroin it hasn't been for nearly as long as your stint of overuse. I've also been in long term tx, although not intensive, it was in a 3/4 way house where I maintained abstinance. Prior to that I was a heavy alcohol abuser with a history of chronic mj use and just dabbling with other drugs including coke and hallucinogens, but not opiates. After that period I was a massive coke head for a cpl of years, bla bal....

So my post here is filled with a bunch of content that would not be there if I wasn't under the influence. Hope that some of it might be of some help to you.
Peace,
Titus
 
I used to bang dope then bang my boyfriend all night. We used to lay in bed scratching eachother. Those were the good days when heroin made me itchy and love-y. Can't say I don't miss it.

After a while, however, it caught up with us. We fought and fought as our addiction progressed. As A Tribe Called Quest would say "it ain't nothing nice".
 
Yeah I know this feeling your talking about.

I was getting it for the last couple months of chipping. I think it's because of the long break you took from opiates. Instead of pheening you get a nice after glow. I got some good 2 day highs from pods when I first started chipping. On the third day I still felt fucking great lol. I could even dose at night and then plan on waking up feeling great. Those long highs just about go away once you increase your use.

As my chipping got closer together that good aspect has become minimized significantly. Instead of an after glow light withdrawal..
 
hey you, yeah you, every star. I'm feelin reaaaaaaal lovey dovey! What did you make for dinner??

Man, so it's like this I chopped up a clove of garlic, a small onion, threw that shit in a pot with some olive oil, put it on low heat, and stirred it for a bit all the while boiling up some water in another pot to make some pasta. Then I diced up a nice big tomato real nice, threw that shit in the stir fry pot too along with some tomato sauce, then dumped the pasta into the other pot once it started boiling, added some olive oil and thick salt in there, stirred it for a bit and let that shit sit there for a while until it was al dente as they say in Italian.

In the meanwhile I fried a couple burgers in a pan real nice, then when the pasta was ready I dumped it all into the strainer to get all the water out, shook it around a lil' bit to make sure all the water got out, and threw that in the pan with the tomato sauce and mixed it up real good.

Then when the burgers were done frying I chopped 'em up in little pieces to turn it into minced meat, kinda, mixed that right up in the pot with the tomato sauce pasta and BAM! 15 minute pasta bolognese, delicious as fuck dude! :D And filling too, gave me 3 good plates! :)

Try it sometime! %)
 
thats a classic effect from heroin/good opiates. i know for me at the least when im high on heroin im talking to everyone, a whole other personality comes out of me in a better way that i cannot use sober or unlock that chamber in my mind unless im high on dope, i just am alot funnier, open minded, and funner to be around on dope. music is great, food is great, life is just better in general on dope. I tend to get more cuddly with my girlfriend, however my dick stays soft on opiates, i dont get "dope dick" like every1 claims, it just stays dead...
 
Ohhh yeah....I get crazy lovey dovey on the gear...Sex is the best when i am high...I miss it so much now...And laying there scratching each others arms and backs all night, till one nods off and the scratching stops for a while, then it starts up again....ummmm...I love high sex sooo much....
 
opiates love me up quite a bit. i get really cuddly and sociable, i think it gears up my oxytocin system or something.

quitting them, and then losing occasional kratom use after that was banned, has been hard on my relationship...

opiates are literally a medicine for me (social phobia, adhd, insomnia, irritable bowel, aspergers and functioning normally socially; all of these are treated in ways no other medicine does/can).

fuck the healthcare system and their participation with the justice department and law enforcement in justifying prohibition and alienation. "tightening the lid on pain pills" is going to have more consequences in this country than we realize.
 
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