snowdaytoday
Bluelighter
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- Sep 5, 2013
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I always have had a blast every time I have tripped, but afterwards, like for the next day or two after I feel a bit down, nothing intense, just a bit sad and lonely. Like the other night I tripped with a friend of mine and his wife. I looked over at them several times in my trip just talking and laughing with each other, holding each other, and I could sense the security and love that they found in each other. I also got a bit down because after it was over I remembered that my friend told me that this would probably be the last time he tripped. Of course when we were tripping though he kept asking how much LSD cost and how much he was enjoying it, so he may decide to try it again. He is also getting a job soon in which they drug test. Throughout my entire friendship with this dude we have always chilled and smoked weed and we have done shrooms once together as well as LSD this past Friday. We have chilled together a ton throughout the past year and have shared a lot of memories and bowls together. Of course he was supposed to quit on October 1 and he started smoking again after like 3 weeks so I don't know. It just made me realize that I have very few friends. I just find it difficult finding others that I enjoy spending time with. From here on out I will probably be tripping by myself, and that is fun and all, but I can definitely tell that he and I probably won't be hanging out much after the 1st of the year. His new Job requires him to be working for 2 weeks and home for a week, so I'm sure I won't see him much. I don't know, after I finish tripping I just always seem to be reminded me of how lonely I really am, and how few people I have in life besides my family. Anyone else share this feeling or have some advice to offer?