Anymore...

[*Cosmic Mist*]

I'm not going to eat today.
No. I'm not. You can't make me.
I'm going to sit here, at the computer.
I'm not going to uni either. I don't want to.
You can't make me, and i refuse to go.
I just want to sit here in a pool of my own self-inflicted depression...
...and you can't stop me.
Well, i guess that'snot 100% true. You could make me feel better, if you really wanted to.
You could ring me, or write to me. You could assure me that i'm not a whore...
... you know, i don't feel like me anymore.
Sure, i was drunk, and i was "so in love with you", that i did not care about what i should and should not do...
... but that didn't give you any right to use me, then throw me away.
I know that you're not happy within yourself, if you were, you'd respect me more,
But that doesn't give you the right to make me feel so cheap!
It gives you no such fucking right!
Aren't i good enough for you anymore?
NO, i'm not going to eat anymore - with my lines sitting here beside me, i don't need to anymore, becaus eyou have changed me irrevocably, and i'm not me anymore.
So i'm just going to float here forever... i'm not coming back to see you,
anymore...

 

[harraser]

i know this feeling, and i also know that youre not gonna wallow in depression for too long. once you can write something like this youve realised that its only you keeping you feeling like that and its only you who can make you feel better. youll be fine hun *hugs*
my aim and icq is in my profile if ya wanna chat
luv ant