dopamimetic
Bluelighter
Happen to be somewhat stranded here atm and have more time than real life contacts. Maybe somebody else in a similar situation? 

TL->EADDplease move to the European social forum, thx!
But drugwise i think you are soo lucky!!I'm there right nowAmsterdam but know Rotterdam and Utrecht also a bit. Had the intention to try finishing high school and study as I heard that it's comparatively easy there and either possible in English or then Dutch shouldn't be too heavy for me as a native German speaker (I'm from Switzerland), simple things are easy to understand at least.
But for sure it was a hypomanic decision, I greatly under-estimated the energy required to start over in a new country alone, with heavy social anxiety and being dependent on drugs to halfway cope with it. But the killing argument is money I guess, NL's expensive and I don't have papers to get a real job. Thing is that in Switzerland I have nothing positive to expect at the moment but maybe it's inevitable to go back.
Yeah then please move to the European social forum, thx!