RCs Any still around that give that meth/mdpv rush?

[Raillery]

Recently after three years off the needle I went into full blown relapse after my best friend died, and had been IVing various amounts of Ritalin before that. I like the RUSH, not so keen on the paranoia, but who is? Anything still legal/recent that can get me that rush without tripping balls feeling the need to hold my heart and every artery to assure living, while pounding water? This has happened (long time ago) with shards too, but back then I was a minor with no body weight and a massive tolerance. I want that meth rush, as well as the high (not last as long if possible, but I'd make do). But I digress. I've never used online vendors, not that they're all that more confident in their product.. Anyways, I've tried three RCs recently, two powder, one rocked up (pvp or apvp or something). Sometimes, the shot is somewhat psych but still more dope-ish. Then I tried smoking it, and I couldn't believe the difference. I was never a smoker, but I remember it was pretty damn close to that.

tl;dr What's closest to meth/mdpv rush that I can still get in the US. Oh yeah, I mean Idaho -__- Also I've been out of the game for three years am I allowed to PM asking if a specific site I find is legit?

Thank you!

 

[BlueHues]

^This is a "what should I take thread", the info is out there...

And, sourcing via PM is also against the rules...If a message like that gets reported, you will receive an infraction....