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Cocaine Any one else have trouble with coke while in public?

imeverything09

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Silly question but it's kinda been bothering me...I've done coke before in the past but I had some today after about 3 years. I usually had no problem if i needed to go into public. I wouldn't get nervous and i actually felt somehow a little more high. It was a head rush knowing that it was bad (or at least felt bad lol) but today I've been kind of nervous. I'm fine when I'm at home but my bf has had to drive me around today to run errands cause i start shaking so bad. my bf hasn't had any problem with it, and he's fairly new to doing coke. Has anyone else experienced this? I do know that this batch was cut with a pill. Not sure what kind, but I've known this guy forever LOL He always has the same shit. This has been bothering me for a while now, so any help would be wonderful. to at least put my mind at ease. i worry when i sniff coke ha!
 
I should say this...it will probably help. i live in a state where ive heard many people say the coke here is pretty weak. My guy gets his shit from out of state. The coke ive been doing recently has been from here and is obviously much MUCH more cut. I was doing larger lines today too like i used to. the fact that im fine at home makes me think its not the coke making me shake it just being out in public. like its a "brain thing" if that makes sense lol it probably doesn't...good shit lolol
 
It sounds like you are able to handle yourself and your psyche whilst under the influence of what is predominately cocaine. When that balance is thrown off, you find yourself unable to control your thoughts and, in turn, you feel nervous and shaky. My advice is to stop supporting the influx of massively cut cocaine and ride out the wait until there is something worth putting into your body.

IMO, and IME, it can't ever be good when coke is cut with "some pill" that makes me shaky and agitated. Could be caffeine, and I certainly don't need to be putting that up my nose. And, from the sound of it, neither do you!

Take care,

~ vaya
 
This doesn't really make sense to me. Coke is supposed to be a social thing, as it is mainly an ego-enhancing drug. Either you are getting something cut very poorly, or you are not ready (mentally) to be doing cocaine. Any drug that brings out anxiousness is best avoided anyway.
 
It sounds like you are able to handle yourself and your psyche whilst under the influence of what is predominately cocaine. When that balance is thrown off, you find yourself unable to control your thoughts and, in turn, you feel nervous and shaky. My advice is to stop supporting the influx of massively cut cocaine and ride out the wait until there is something worth putting into your body.

That sounds like it makes sense. I don't enjoy going out anyways but yesterday i had to...(it was a personal issue and couldnt be avoided) so the nervousness could have come from that too. Around here there is always gonna be cut coke. It's bull shit but it just is :(
 
If you can't get coke that isn't cut with god-knows-what which produces these negative sideffects, I would recommend not taking coke... At least until you can get a better connection who can hook you up with the good stuff.
 
Speed has same effect on me. I used be fine on it. Same with weed I felt strong going out high Like I was cooler and better then others same with other drugs. After jail and other bad things I no longer feel good on any drug out side the house. Even in the house. i get scared paranoid and feel bad or worried. I don't do drugs anymore as a result
 
^ Yup, I agree. I haven't done many drugs at all the past few months partly due to this. I think in the beginning I never used to worry about "being judged by others" or "noticeably under the influence" of anything, whether it was a stimulant or a relaxant, etc. But nowadays i'm more uptight when "high".
 
Not in the least.

I don't use cocaine very frequently, but when I do I've got a constant 1000% confidence boost and couldn't care what anyone thinks. God-status in my own mind. If you look at me weird it wouldn't be surprising for me to blurt " Yeah I've done a bunch of cocaine today"
My sources have such good fishscale too :) rockstar shit. 1 line blast-off, zooted oooooout

Aside from what has already been discussed, if it is not the cocaine or a cut that's affecting you strangely - or if it's not really effecting your boyfriend in the same paranoid way; I would personally suggest it is your personality.
 
Not in the least.

I don't use cocaine very frequently, but when I do I've got a constant 1000% confidence boost and couldn't care what anyone thinks. God-status in my own mind. If you look at me weird it wouldn't be surprising for me to blurt " Yeah I've done a bunch of cocaine today"
My sources have such good fishscale too :) rockstar shit. 1 line blast-off, zooted oooooout

Aside from what has already been discussed, if it is not the cocaine or a cut that's affecting you strangely - or if it's not really effecting your boyfriend in the same paranoid way; I would personally suggest it is your personality.

That's the main reason for this post LOL I was exactly like that every single time for the last 6 or so years minus the 3 that I quit so I guess 3 years. I never gave a shit. Now that i live next to a cop and have had some promotions at my job and there's this phycho bitch trying to get my job, and my bf and is just a jealous hater, it's almost like my awareness is higher. Like I can almost tell what a person is thinking (general ideas not hearing voices lmao). So I'm sure it's highly likely that that's it. But if others have had this issue than I could blame it on the coke.

But since this seems unusual to everyone on this board who has posted, my bf alike, and me in previous uses, I'm gonna blame myself, and what I got going on personally. I'm gonna chill for a while (at least try very hard) and stop using at work. Weed is a good substitute. I only do it there to lighten my mood working with dumb bitches. Being a supervisor sucks. It's worse when I'm younger than 90% of those employed. So, I should cool it at work. I'm in the proccess of finding a better dealer across state. Not gonna say where but it's pretty well know for coke. So that will ensure that I cool it down b/c I'll be using $50 in gas just to get to the shit lmao!

Everyone has helped. I just needed another perspective. Sorry for the rambling. I'm sampling some other shit. I'm almost certain I'm gonna do it. One poster mentioned fish scales. I didn't get it until this stuff. White, fluffy goodness lmao

I'm done :)

Thanks again.
 
I just re-read my original post...I guess I didn't exactly mean nervous. I meant I tremble and get the shakes and my eyes are dialated, and I now am worried that some one knows. I have a (somewhat) high profile job, at least in my town, people would love to see me fall. I swear that's not paranoia talking lol But anyways if the mods care to close this they can. I've gotten advice about more than just my question originally so that's great! If they leave it open too that's good, I could always use another opinion. I seriously love this forum. I really thought I was a vet coke user but now I see i really dont know shit lmao
 
Speed has same effect on me. I used be fine on it. Same with weed I felt strong going out high Like I was cooler and better then others same with other drugs. After jail and other bad things I no longer feel good on any drug out side the house. Even in the house. i get scared paranoid and feel bad or worried. I don't do drugs anymore as a result

this happened to my ex the first time she tried it and she was cryin n shit. its probably cuz the majority of coke in america is cut wit meth, ephedrine, or just other stupid shit like baking soda or lidocaine. i know this because my boy used to run a drug house back when i was still doin drugs and he used to cut it with ephedrine and baking soda. i also know this from buying 85% pure coke in peru which was an unimagineable experience i didnt taste anything but coca and god did that stuff destroy my nose (acetic acid). on pure coke you will be less amped like from meth and more euphoric and calm in fact its pretty easy to fall asleep on pure coke. your body and whatevers in the coke probably just dont mix or it just hit u harder than your dude cuz factually all drugs hit girls harder and theyr generally more sensitive to the effects

My best advice is to steer clear of coke while u can cuz its so damn addictive like no other drug ive done. if you do want to keep fucking with it id suggest finding a better source or search online for ways to purify coke. i remember reading a method which involves converting it to crack and then reconverting back to somehow filter out meth but i cant remember where i found it.

and you can take my word because not only have i had a search warrant for coke and pill distribution and am now a recovering drug addict, my college major is 'drug and acohol studies' so i got 1st hand and professional knowledge
 
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