Any full recovery stories from a single night of E-abuse/bad E?

[derok]

Hi man!!
about you jaw, im dealing with bruxism today, my jaw joints sounds like clack clack when i move, i have have pain almoste everyday.
i got a mouthguard but its not workin at all, i have to have sever bruxism i dont know..im goin to see a jaw doctor soon to ask about that.
anxiety was gone on month 8 more or less. i took mdma almost 12 months ago.
Iwill try something more for bruxism , im thinkin in botulin toxin xDD, now i laught but i think is really serious. dont worry i think it has a treatment like all.

Hey guys its me again, just thought I'd drop by to let you guys know how im doing... about five and a half months in and things are different. I went home for christmas break and was doing SOOOO much better at the end of the break. Came back to school and (STUPID) had a pretty heavy binge on alcohol and now my anxiety is back along with what I think is depression. Anyways guys my symptoms as of now

-anxiety - was gone, came back in a different way, hard to explain

-depression - idk if I'm suffering from this but i feel like im just kinda floating through life, these past couple days I've been thinking about what would happen if I died or if I commited suicide (scares me so bad) I feel like my life is just a blur. I really wasn't depressed this break, but now that I'm back at school its really bad guys. I think it's because I really dont have any friends here at school, so I end up sitting around thinking.

-sleep - OUTTA WHACK, but getting better, sometimes I sleep for like 12 hours, I try not to but it happens

-I keep thinking about how I feel, like I'm CONSTANTLY THINKING ABOUT MY SITUATION. I can't stop. This is the worst,

-I keep popping my jaw. This just recently surfaced in teh past two weeks. I wanted to ask the BL community if this has happened to them? It's like whenever I think about it I HAVE to pop it. Is this bruxism?

Things that have improved

-My heart quit being a little shit, I would get these weird fluctuations in heart rate and (I'm assuming) pressure.

-My short term memory has pretty much fully come back.

I think what I got def wasn't mdma, or it was cut. God I was such an idiot for doing drugs. Please post guys, I want to find someone who made it through this... Thanks

 

[jethro1000]

Hey jerry_999 any updates pls update us