Hal_1ncandenza
Bluelighter
Definitely not a hardcore street drug.Ya I can't get high from smoking it because I'm forced to take antipsychotic injection(court ordered part of my probation)
But I can still snort it and get high.
My experience with meth is good. I'm 29 and have been using for 4 months now. I'm addicted to having big crystals in my container but not addicting to using it if you know what I mean. I more enjoy just having it on me just in case I really want to use it. I can go 4 or 5 days without using. The most I ever went was a month . But once my probation over I have plans to either enlist in Army National Guard (I was wrongly diagnosed psychosis and my recruiter told me all I need is a doctor's note). But I also want to join the Ukrainian military because I heard they are accepting foreignors now. So I plan on quitting meth once my summery probation is over so I can pursue my goals to become a soldier.
Meth also made me quit smoking weed, I used to be addicted to weed but after snorting meth for the first time I laughed at the fact I was spending money on such a boring weak drug . There was a month that I spent $500 bucks on weed . Such a waste of money. I only spend 30-$40 bucks a month on meth I only buy dime sacks once a week and my dealer hooks me up with nice decent sized crystals.
I swear that sometimes he gives me way more then I need he is such a bad ass I love my dealer.
I like snorting a 4-6 fat lines once every 5 days or so.
I can sometimes eat on meth only if it's pizza or Chinese foodbut dry foods like sandwiches or cheeseburgers don't seem to be good for me on meth...too much dryness. Eating bread does not feel right when I'm on meth.
I like looking at images on my computer of naked women that have a nice round big ass I don't like to jack off on meth but I like to look at porno pics and use my imagination. I can look up these type of images for hours on meth and only feel saticfied once I downloaded the 200th image for my porno pics collection.
Also I like to put some meth powder I crushed into a cup of water and drink it. It gives me a satisfying body high that makes laying down on my bed feel like a fun hobby.
I like snorting pure ice type of meth 70% pure and feeling the drip then popping out a cigarette to smoke. Feels so dam good to smoke a cigarette after snorting some high grade meth.
I like the burn in my nose because it confirms my shit is real and bomb.
I like laying down and thinking of sexual fantasies that are very kinky like incest taboo..like fucking my Aunts big nice round ass she gots.
I can think about that for hours on meth.
One of my friends told me I should be in the porn industry because my addiction to sexual fantasies while on meth Lol
My experience with meth is more like a wine consumer of rich tasting wine.
I like certain kinds of meth like the type called glass, see through shit that gives you a 24 hour high.
Very good shit.
I like also enjoy some good cut meth that has some speed in it. That makes high as fuck mixing speed cut with meth. But it also led me to a paranoid panic attack that led me to flushing down pure glass down my toilet because I thought my friends dog in the hallway was a cop sniffing dog lol I thought that because earlier someone next door called the cops because her car got broken into , so I somehow was so paranoid I connected the dots and thought cops were coming for me instead.
But when I'm not paranoid a line of speed goes good with some pure meth lines afterwards. Very smooth alert high can do algebra in my head (could never do algebra period when sober unless I use pencil and paper).
Meth for me has opened new possibilities I'm no longer afraid to approach women at bars.
I'm no longer embarrassed of my past and learned to enjoy the present and look forward to the near future.
I feel meth for me is simply not a addiction like weed used to be for me . Meth is more of a drug for those who can kick back and chill in their bed comfortably numb and be mature about it and enjoy the high through the night. I never like to party with too many people while on meth altho once in a blue moon I can go to bar after doing a line. I seem to find staying at home and chilling on my computer more fun while on meth and racking up fat lines on my desk late at night.
My conclusion is meth really isn't a hardcore street drug as the media depicts it to be.
Meth is more a classical stimulant that has many purposes.
It can be used to make Waffen SS soldiers blitz Poland in 1939.
Or it can be used to study algebra.
Or it can be used to make the simple things in life more fun then they really are
That's my current meth experience.
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Why do you want to join the Ukranian military?
I do have an adderall jerk off ritual as well. After the 2nd day of doing stimulants in a row though it's just not worth it--imo doesn't feel nearly as good and has more negative side effects. I take 80-150 mgs of adderall when I use it in one go and then maybe the next day some more. Then stop for most of the month. The sleep deprivation and depression factor can add up when going on multi-day stimulant benders and this is from widely considered weak narcotic like adderall. I don't think I'm the only one that uses stims for sexual euphoria and I am glad that you confirmed I'm not the only creeper 
I don't like to actually have intercourse on it though because of the whiskey dick. Plus I don't like being around people on adderall, it makes me paranoid for some reason.
