bdomihizayka
Bluelighter
I have been suffering immense anxiety and OCD since I was about 10 years old. I am 23 now and still haven't completed college or made much of myself because of this.
I began using (never really abusing) drugs partly because of this.
I found out that Adderall COMPLETELY eliminates my OCD, and significantly reduces my anxietys..... I know, it's completely paradoxal, but it's true. HOWEVER my tolerance skyrockets and the comedown completely sucks after using for a couple days on end. Therefore I use it a couple times a month to "rewire" my brain or as needed.
Even to this day, my OCD in particular has become much more controlled after my initial use of Adderall. I feel it rewired me or something.
The only other thing I find helps is benzos..... but here we go with the tolerance thing again. I've only been on for a couple days.
I know that If I start out on 10mg of oxys, in one month I'll be up to 120 or more mg. How does benzo tolerance go up compared to opiate tolerance?
And also, are there any drugs out there that act as long term benzos for anxiety relief BESIDES antipsychotics which essentially make you a zombie?
All input is appreciated. Thanks.
I began using (never really abusing) drugs partly because of this.
I found out that Adderall COMPLETELY eliminates my OCD, and significantly reduces my anxietys..... I know, it's completely paradoxal, but it's true. HOWEVER my tolerance skyrockets and the comedown completely sucks after using for a couple days on end. Therefore I use it a couple times a month to "rewire" my brain or as needed.
Even to this day, my OCD in particular has become much more controlled after my initial use of Adderall. I feel it rewired me or something.
The only other thing I find helps is benzos..... but here we go with the tolerance thing again. I've only been on for a couple days.
I know that If I start out on 10mg of oxys, in one month I'll be up to 120 or more mg. How does benzo tolerance go up compared to opiate tolerance?
And also, are there any drugs out there that act as long term benzos for anxiety relief BESIDES antipsychotics which essentially make you a zombie?
All input is appreciated. Thanks.
