This will pale in comparison to some of the stories on this board, but none the less I would appreciate any advice as to what i should do...
So about 5 weeks ago I attended the Cochella festival, and over the course of three 3 days I did a small amount of drugs. Friday I took half a roll, Saturday I took 2 tabs of acid along with a full roll and some pure MDMA, then Sunday I took one tab but this L was like nothing I have ever tried before.
Everything was great for me until I took that tab on Sunday. I had taken L about 5 times before this, each time taking 2 tabs. This one tab I acquired on Sunday resulted in a trip far more powerful then any acid experience I have ever had. The trip started off fantastic, but then after experiencing ego death, I sunk deep into a trip hole. Massive amounts of anxiety, thoughts of feeling like I was going to die, ect. I had a bad trip before, off of mushrooms, but this was much darker.
The next day, I felt strange, but I shook it off as merely a small drug "hangover". These effects, however, have yet to go away. I feel as those my life is automated. Brain fog would be a good way to describe it, detached from myself, living in a dream, and the world seems very strange. These effects make me feel very anxious and also depressed, because i feel like i have fucked myself up permanently.
Im visiting a doctor next tuesday, but Its my uncle and I dont want to tell him all those drugs I did, im just going to mention how ive been feeling.
Some background about myself, im 19, was a heavy pot smoker before this but I havent smoked in about 3 weeks, because blazing makes me feel even more detatched and anxious. I have thought i had some type of anxiety disorder before this, but was never really sure, now it seems like i most definitely do.
If anyone has experienced something similar to this, i would love to hear how they have coped/recovered. Any other advice would be greatly appreciated.
So about 5 weeks ago I attended the Cochella festival, and over the course of three 3 days I did a small amount of drugs. Friday I took half a roll, Saturday I took 2 tabs of acid along with a full roll and some pure MDMA, then Sunday I took one tab but this L was like nothing I have ever tried before.
Everything was great for me until I took that tab on Sunday. I had taken L about 5 times before this, each time taking 2 tabs. This one tab I acquired on Sunday resulted in a trip far more powerful then any acid experience I have ever had. The trip started off fantastic, but then after experiencing ego death, I sunk deep into a trip hole. Massive amounts of anxiety, thoughts of feeling like I was going to die, ect. I had a bad trip before, off of mushrooms, but this was much darker.
The next day, I felt strange, but I shook it off as merely a small drug "hangover". These effects, however, have yet to go away. I feel as those my life is automated. Brain fog would be a good way to describe it, detached from myself, living in a dream, and the world seems very strange. These effects make me feel very anxious and also depressed, because i feel like i have fucked myself up permanently.
Im visiting a doctor next tuesday, but Its my uncle and I dont want to tell him all those drugs I did, im just going to mention how ive been feeling.
Some background about myself, im 19, was a heavy pot smoker before this but I havent smoked in about 3 weeks, because blazing makes me feel even more detatched and anxious. I have thought i had some type of anxiety disorder before this, but was never really sure, now it seems like i most definitely do.
If anyone has experienced something similar to this, i would love to hear how they have coped/recovered. Any other advice would be greatly appreciated.
