wombus erectus
Bluelighter
Ok I'll give you a bit of a run down. I have suffered from anxiety for a few years. It got so bad at one point that I needed therapy and a ssri (therapy I found to be bullshit). I was given cymbalta. The drug worked wonders and completely turned my life around. After about 6 months of taking 60mg a day, I stopped abruptly (I know they say not to do this but I was completely fine) knowing I did not need it anymore.
After about a year, I relapsed, and started to get anxiety in the same situations I had previously had it. Especially when I was overseas. I would carry temazpam on me, which I would take rarely, but just keep it there just in case I really needed it. I felt comftable just having it on me. The problem is, I will only be anxious for a little while, in these certain situations and temazpam seems to only work about 50%. I need something that lasts longer and is a bit stronger. Overseas the anxiety drove me mad, and stopped me from doing all the things I wanted to. I am also very sociable. I don't thinks it's social anxiety. It's just anxiety from say being stuck in a situation. It's weird because no one would pick me for it.
I also don't want to use an ssri again as I don't feel comftable taking a ssri again. Plus I use recreational drugs from time to time. Not a lot, but it's something I don't want to mix a ssri with. I know benzos are not long term, but I jut need something for say a few times a week.
Otherways to cope with it will be much appreciated. I found keeping a diary helped.
Note: I am extremely healthy, perfect diet with all the multi vitamins possible, exercise everyday and sleep 8 hours a night.
Peace x
After about a year, I relapsed, and started to get anxiety in the same situations I had previously had it. Especially when I was overseas. I would carry temazpam on me, which I would take rarely, but just keep it there just in case I really needed it. I felt comftable just having it on me. The problem is, I will only be anxious for a little while, in these certain situations and temazpam seems to only work about 50%. I need something that lasts longer and is a bit stronger. Overseas the anxiety drove me mad, and stopped me from doing all the things I wanted to. I am also very sociable. I don't thinks it's social anxiety. It's just anxiety from say being stuck in a situation. It's weird because no one would pick me for it.
I also don't want to use an ssri again as I don't feel comftable taking a ssri again. Plus I use recreational drugs from time to time. Not a lot, but it's something I don't want to mix a ssri with. I know benzos are not long term, but I jut need something for say a few times a week.
Otherways to cope with it will be much appreciated. I found keeping a diary helped.
Note: I am extremely healthy, perfect diet with all the multi vitamins possible, exercise everyday and sleep 8 hours a night.
Peace x