Elliot moose
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- Sep 18, 2009
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Well basicly, i've done like a shed load of drugs over the past two years being pretty much anything i could get my hands on. but my drug of choice was always weed, i blazed like everyday for 2 years straight pretty much. Up untill like 7 months ago, when i took like maybe .4g of NRG and smoked up, resulted in a 15 hour anxiety attack, i like carried on smoking but it kind of felt as if my body were shutting down, and i was like chronicly worrying about the fact that i might be going insane? and i started getting frequent anxiety attacks, so i stopped. for like 4 months, anxiety died down started feeling better and all my friends still smoke weed and like i feel kinda left out, so i blazed again maybe like a week ago and have been for the past week but maybe like the past 3 days i have been getting these feelings of like impending doom and feeling really only kinda like half there most of the time, like i can't focus on the now and i spend too much time worrying about the past or future or anything in my head. Too be honest i don't like spending much time alone with my thoughts as i kinda worry myself into thinking crap that i know really isn't actually a problem =[
i'm shy and get anxious in social situations and i recently started uni which doesn't help and the more i try and make friends i can only make friends with stoners, as "sober" people, don't seem to live in the real world? i hold down a job and go to uni, but i really don't feel normal anymore, it's like the warm kind of feeling when around friends and family has gone and has been replaced with an unsettling everythings not quite right feeling,i have been getting a few migranes recently aswell.
Basicly all i want to know really is, is this anxiety related?
Am i likely to have any more serious mental health problem other than anxiety?
My mum always says my dad was a manic depressive and he topped himself when i was 9, am i likely to be bipolar?
Do i need to see a Dr. or psychiatrist really?
Can i still carry on taking drugs?
i'm shy and get anxious in social situations and i recently started uni which doesn't help and the more i try and make friends i can only make friends with stoners, as "sober" people, don't seem to live in the real world? i hold down a job and go to uni, but i really don't feel normal anymore, it's like the warm kind of feeling when around friends and family has gone and has been replaced with an unsettling everythings not quite right feeling,i have been getting a few migranes recently aswell.
Basicly all i want to know really is, is this anxiety related?
Am i likely to have any more serious mental health problem other than anxiety?
My mum always says my dad was a manic depressive and he topped himself when i was 9, am i likely to be bipolar?
Do i need to see a Dr. or psychiatrist really?
Can i still carry on taking drugs?