SSRIS give me anxiety. I get so anxious I'll start shaking in public. Wellbutrin XL sends me into an almost immediate panic attack but when I need them Wellbutrin SR is good.
Instead of antis, I take a mood stabilizer off label and don't have any issues.
Point being....guinie pig status sucks but finding what you need without side effects makes a huge difference.
Don't settle, really.
If it's causing you to drink and such... it's probably a good idea to be honest with Dr and revisit this.
Best Wishes!