antisocial on cocaine after the first 4 ish hours of using

[Qwerty123456]

For the first 4 ish hours of using cocaine I get the usual effects e.g. Confident, talkative, on top of the world, numb mouth etc and I'm having a great time and don't want it to stop. I usually take cocaine when I'm drunk but I don't take it often probably once every 3-4 weeks sometimes longer. After going to the clubs/bars etc we usually go back to someone's house or do more in a car and walk around.

After about 4/5 hours of using the cocaine it doesn't feel like it's effecting me much (this is straight after doing some more) just my eyes feel like they're on stalks and my heart beat is ridiculously fast. Anyway around this point I become almost silent, like I only speak when spoken to. My voice becomes slightly higher pitched and weird, I'm guessing it's because my throat is constantly clogged up with mucus and my nose is partially blocked. I feel like a mong and that my brain isn't working, I can't concentrate or look anyone in the eye for longer than 2/3 seconds my eyes are all over the place. I become paranoid and anxious. Also my mouth becomes ridiculously dry and my lips aswell, because of this I start licking my lips constantly, make some weird noises with my mouth! I feel like I want to go home but I'm too fucked up so I stay and still do more.


When my friends notice, no one talks to me about it but if I ask someone about it most of them dodge the question. All I hear is them talking about me at this point (not sure if that's just in my head or they're actually doing it) and every comment is about me. They all look really pissed off with me everytime I look at them but seem fine if I speak to them. I find myself constantly saying "sorry" for being a mong or being ridiculously quiet and say that I've ruined the night. When the session comes to an end I get home and realise how stupid I must have looked and think no one wants to speak to me again, I get major anxiety for a few days and my friends don't contact me for about a week unless I contact them first. When I'm sober and ask them about it they say it didn't matter or they didn't notice but I feel like they're lying to make me feel better.

This has happened quite a lot now and when using other stimulants aswell, because of this I've quit doing any drugs. I'm a fairly quiet person/relaxed anyway but definitely not in front of my friends. I just wanted to know if anyone has experienced a similar thing or has a answer to all this.

I was guessing that I'm just not built for stimulants or can't handle a comedown or doing too much etc.

 

[Qwerty123456]

Btw this happens while I'm still doing cocaine

 

[opiatekrzy]

itd the nature of cocaine, it will cause anti social tendencies after frequent redoses, notice numbness no longer is noticeable after awhile?

 

[Lord Armagoth]

It sounds like your crashing from it, or that you have gotten way too high. People have different reaction to coke whether snorting shooting or smoking. I know people that will lock themselves in a room or bathroom and wont speak or come out for hours, I had a guy one time hiding under my bed because he thought their was people outside trying to get him. The worst is a friend I have, when he does coke he thinks that evil Spanish people are coming out of the walls trying to kill him and he thinks its years in the past. Ive heard of these symptoms described as cocaine psychosis, not saying that is what is happening to you. If you continue to get high I would suggest not doing as much and see if it still makes you feel that way. If I get to high on coke I will take some benzos to try and make me mellow out. Sounds like its making you extremely paranoid witch for some people is a common side effect.

 

[Qwerty123456]

Yes I have noticed that

 

[lwal44]

You should try to control the dosage more. Don't keep on taking more when you reach that point. Go home, get some sleep, do another drug or stay sober. Just don't keep taking it when you reach that point where it's no longer euphoric. As others have said here you might simply be crashing. Or you get waaaay to high.
It might also be something mixed with the coke that you get paranoid of. (Amphetamine, meth, mph, mdpv etc.)