Hi everyone 
I am new to this forum and wasn't sure where to post my question. My problem is i was having intense auditory hallucination after being a daily marijuana user for over 9 years. I got panic attacks too. Doctors gave me antipsychotics and antidepressant. Now after being on these meds i have completely lost the ability to daydream, fantasize, imagining things in my head, loss of creativity and loss of libido. I want to reverse this and don't know where to turn for help, maybe someone here can help me? I talked with my psychiatrist about this and he said All antidepressant and antipsycotic medications has some effect of creativity , daydreaming, fantasazing and imagining things and that is the way they show their effect and make people feel better.
So now i feel sad when thinking about my condition. The worst thing is this seems like a hopeless situation i am stuck in. If i don't take antidepressant which is Cipralex i get very bad panic attacks and if i don't take antipsychotic which is Zyprexa i hallucinate intensely.
Please if anyone knows how to overcome this problem provide me with info. I am willing to try any kind of medicine, drug, nootropics, psychedelics or anything else that might help. If i knew what receptors are involved in creativity or daydreaming ect then i would have tried something that would have an effect on those receptors. If anybody here know what receptors are involved in the above mentioned cognitive functions please inform me about it. I have googled a lot for info but no useful info shows up. Tried Ritalin and it had no effect on these functions, tried also Neurontion with no effect. Thinking about trying Aricept and Modafinil but don't know if it's a good idea?
This condition i am in makes me feel like a zombie. It's horrible.
I am new to this forum and wasn't sure where to post my question. My problem is i was having intense auditory hallucination after being a daily marijuana user for over 9 years. I got panic attacks too. Doctors gave me antipsychotics and antidepressant. Now after being on these meds i have completely lost the ability to daydream, fantasize, imagining things in my head, loss of creativity and loss of libido. I want to reverse this and don't know where to turn for help, maybe someone here can help me? I talked with my psychiatrist about this and he said All antidepressant and antipsycotic medications has some effect of creativity , daydreaming, fantasazing and imagining things and that is the way they show their effect and make people feel better.
So now i feel sad when thinking about my condition. The worst thing is this seems like a hopeless situation i am stuck in. If i don't take antidepressant which is Cipralex i get very bad panic attacks and if i don't take antipsychotic which is Zyprexa i hallucinate intensely.
Please if anyone knows how to overcome this problem provide me with info. I am willing to try any kind of medicine, drug, nootropics, psychedelics or anything else that might help. If i knew what receptors are involved in creativity or daydreaming ect then i would have tried something that would have an effect on those receptors. If anybody here know what receptors are involved in the above mentioned cognitive functions please inform me about it. I have googled a lot for info but no useful info shows up. Tried Ritalin and it had no effect on these functions, tried also Neurontion with no effect. Thinking about trying Aricept and Modafinil but don't know if it's a good idea?
This condition i am in makes me feel like a zombie. It's horrible.
