This happened to me a couple times recently.
About a month ago, I did a bunch of 4-fluoroamphetamine, then at night I took 3mg xanax to get to sleep, but it wasn't doing it so i took 100mg benedryl (that dose doesn't normally make me see shit). I woke up a couple hours later with ALL sorts of interesting hallucinations.. the only reason I didn't freak was cause the xanax kept me completely calm. I saw spiders and things crawling all over the floors, walls, etc. Looking outside (sun was starting to come up), I would see things fly by, saw people up in trees looking at me, was actually really cool (only because of the xanax).
Went to the bathroom, and it was like entities were joking/fucking with me (reminds me of DMT), turning the light brightness up and down (looked totally realistic). I explored this state (like i said, thank god for xanax, made it fun) for a while and just went to sleep with no problem.
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Yesterday, I was doing bumps of MDPPP all day (no more than like 55mg total, spread out, which isn't all that much). At night, took ~150mg seroquel.. Laying in bed I stared to hear faint voices in the fan noise, felt too stimulated for sleep so I turned the light on. Without xanax or some downer, there's this feeling of my brain going into overdrive.. like too excited, feels like my mind gears up for combat - my vision gets crystal clear like everything is amplified (colors, brightness, edges). I realize "its happening again", get that feeling the entities are coming out to play.. so i throw my coat on and run to the store to get some beer, sort of in a panic.. I'm guessing its because of seroquel's anticholinergic effects.. since it felt very similar to the benedryl incident. I didn't see any full on hallucinations, but could tell they were sorta there, and I'd be sensitive to every sound or visual, not trusting my view of reality, just overall paranoid.
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I did some searching and did find a couple other people reporting the same thing, psychosis from taking an anticholinergic after a speed binge etc.
I'm just curious whats going on in the brain for this to happen? Taking benedryl when otherwise sober doesn't do this its only after i've used some kind of stimulant earlier in the day.. anyone got any idea's?
I also find the whole subject of psychosis, voices, entities interesting... like who are "they" etc.
About a month ago, I did a bunch of 4-fluoroamphetamine, then at night I took 3mg xanax to get to sleep, but it wasn't doing it so i took 100mg benedryl (that dose doesn't normally make me see shit). I woke up a couple hours later with ALL sorts of interesting hallucinations.. the only reason I didn't freak was cause the xanax kept me completely calm. I saw spiders and things crawling all over the floors, walls, etc. Looking outside (sun was starting to come up), I would see things fly by, saw people up in trees looking at me, was actually really cool (only because of the xanax).
Went to the bathroom, and it was like entities were joking/fucking with me (reminds me of DMT), turning the light brightness up and down (looked totally realistic). I explored this state (like i said, thank god for xanax, made it fun) for a while and just went to sleep with no problem.
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Yesterday, I was doing bumps of MDPPP all day (no more than like 55mg total, spread out, which isn't all that much). At night, took ~150mg seroquel.. Laying in bed I stared to hear faint voices in the fan noise, felt too stimulated for sleep so I turned the light on. Without xanax or some downer, there's this feeling of my brain going into overdrive.. like too excited, feels like my mind gears up for combat - my vision gets crystal clear like everything is amplified (colors, brightness, edges). I realize "its happening again", get that feeling the entities are coming out to play.. so i throw my coat on and run to the store to get some beer, sort of in a panic.. I'm guessing its because of seroquel's anticholinergic effects.. since it felt very similar to the benedryl incident. I didn't see any full on hallucinations, but could tell they were sorta there, and I'd be sensitive to every sound or visual, not trusting my view of reality, just overall paranoid.
---
I did some searching and did find a couple other people reporting the same thing, psychosis from taking an anticholinergic after a speed binge etc.
I'm just curious whats going on in the brain for this to happen? Taking benedryl when otherwise sober doesn't do this its only after i've used some kind of stimulant earlier in the day.. anyone got any idea's?
I also find the whole subject of psychosis, voices, entities interesting... like who are "they" etc.
