Flickering
Bluelighter
We've all heard reports, or experienced first-hand, that various hallucinogens have powerful anti-depressive effects, including but not limited to: LSD, psilocybin, ketamine, DXM, salvia, ayahuasca, and of course ibogaine. In my own experience, I've tended to experience a clear head - no grinding and churning, no hopelessness, no unexplained lethargy or exhaustion, for a week following LSD use and two weeks after even mild doses of mushrooms or ayahuasca. But, it's unreliable. Sometimes it doesn't work at all, and I wonder if I simply feel so good after due to psychological reasons; I got to do something I actually wanted, the experience itself was cathartic, the perspective it showed me was refreshing. Certainly on the less amazing or euphoric trips, there doesn't seem to be any afterglow whatsoever.
How do you think the mechanism works?
I've been diagnosed with unipolar melancholic depression and PTSD, and prescribed Pristique, which is an SNRI. After looking up the side-effects and contraindications, and after a friend pointed out that I'm not suicidal and that GPs shouldn't prescribe anti-depressants especially on the first damn meeting, I decided not to take the pills.
Instead, I'm going to put myself on a strict regime of acid every weekend. (Would do mushrooms, but they're not available this time of year.) Mostly low doses, but I want to see what it does to the tolerance and afterglow. So in a couple of months I'll report back on how well it worked.
If it doesn't, well, fuck damnit I'm sick of being like this. I know it's risky but I'm going to take ibogaine next. And if THAT doesn't work then yes, I'll be a good patient and do as the doctor says.
How do you think the mechanism works?
I've been diagnosed with unipolar melancholic depression and PTSD, and prescribed Pristique, which is an SNRI. After looking up the side-effects and contraindications, and after a friend pointed out that I'm not suicidal and that GPs shouldn't prescribe anti-depressants especially on the first damn meeting, I decided not to take the pills.
Instead, I'm going to put myself on a strict regime of acid every weekend. (Would do mushrooms, but they're not available this time of year.) Mostly low doses, but I want to see what it does to the tolerance and afterglow. So in a couple of months I'll report back on how well it worked.
If it doesn't, well, fuck damnit I'm sick of being like this. I know it's risky but I'm going to take ibogaine next. And if THAT doesn't work then yes, I'll be a good patient and do as the doctor says.
