cand-E bamber
Bluelighter
i will hold myself together
cause ive seen painted skies
and ive seen paintings that deceive the eye
ive treaded through waters of thick
and thinner
only to drown in the depths of myself
today, as i watch rain drops shatter
lives and hearts, dreams and everything inbetween
i know i am unbreakable, i will hold myself together
cause its been a hell of a trip, these past few months
with the wind to my face, ive traveled
through breakdowns, and tears, stress and frears
and to come out on top, when everyone said i wouldnt
that i just couldnt
hold it all inside
is an unbelieveable feeling
like seeing the sun rise from the moon
maybe im still lagging behind in the long run
but maybe today, as i close my eyes
imagining the stars rise, from the back of my mind
i can honestly say, i dont care
about the insignificance of my shattered heart
or all the stress and unkind words ive let tear me apart
i will hold myself together
cause i know, life is just beginning
and as today, being the first day of the remainder of my life
id like to give myself the best birthday gift i can imagine
the promise to keep hope, no matter how obsolete it becomes
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Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too? - Douglas Adams
cause ive seen painted skies
and ive seen paintings that deceive the eye
ive treaded through waters of thick
and thinner
only to drown in the depths of myself
today, as i watch rain drops shatter
lives and hearts, dreams and everything inbetween
i know i am unbreakable, i will hold myself together
cause its been a hell of a trip, these past few months
with the wind to my face, ive traveled
through breakdowns, and tears, stress and frears
and to come out on top, when everyone said i wouldnt
that i just couldnt
hold it all inside
is an unbelieveable feeling
like seeing the sun rise from the moon
maybe im still lagging behind in the long run
but maybe today, as i close my eyes
imagining the stars rise, from the back of my mind
i can honestly say, i dont care
about the insignificance of my shattered heart
or all the stress and unkind words ive let tear me apart
i will hold myself together
cause i know, life is just beginning
and as today, being the first day of the remainder of my life
id like to give myself the best birthday gift i can imagine
the promise to keep hope, no matter how obsolete it becomes
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Isn't it enough to see that a garden is beautiful without having to believe that there are fairies at the bottom of it too? - Douglas Adams
