another tear streaming night

[goodnitestar]

its just another day
why today
when yesterday i was smilling
drunk
and happy
and all thats a lie
but i was drunk
without that happy smile
and i am now sober and still
and its another sunday night
where i take in the weekend before
where i had no one to hold on to
no one called
no one cared
and i am still waiting for your embrace
and your hands to dry my tears
but its just another sunday night
before the week of hell
2 jobs and a little empty apartment
to fill the spaces between
and the silence
and a candle lit call to you
just to hope
for something
something
when all those voices wont calm a single grief
only yours