ColtDan
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have smoked N,N,DMT in the past. its always absolutely incredible, life changing deep intricate beautiful.... pure pinnacle of the essence of life. always very intense.
anyway -just returned back from a drum n bass/dubstep night, after drinking a lot of alcohol and doing decent meph. dancing, meeting people, feeling good, amazing tunes, atmosphere, people. happy days. met and chatted to loads of people. met djs and chatted. feeling very good, although a little sick. felt a bit rough after the previous night of drinking etc, plans went a little wrong so went home a bit earlier than usual. felt ok but have felt better.
arrived home, got comfortable after popping a 10mg valium ontop of booze, it kicked in. feeling good. quite "mongy" fucked as i type this. hypnotic. put some good music on, watched tv for a little, couple drinks and cigs, then
sat downstairs and smoked some N,N,DMT.... big pinches into the pipe, no idea how on the amount. a good amount. pinches of parsley ontop. decent wind proof double jet flame lighter. burns it fast. no fear or pre-flight anxiety like i usual get.
let rip, massive inhale, 1 big hit, smoke everywhere, held it for as long as possible. everything sucked forward, felt like i was being dragged forward,, big circular ripple field of vision twisting, sharping and morphing, incredible euphoria, intense. never felt anything like it... un-fucking believeable. nitrous style body load. but different,hard to explain. took a second big hit, did the same..... and jesus FUCKING christ.......
boom.
dropped the pipe, lost the aspect of being physical, fell back onto the sofa, closed my "eyes" (i didn't know if my eyes were open or shut) and i was gone. no boundarys, sank into a flowing in mass beauty of incredible color, love, sex, unity, deep into things i cant imagine. flowing on a river of life. the pinicle of existence. music sounded crystal clear yet i was seeing and experiencing things uncomprehendable. a lot different to previous trips, no geometric patterns moving, nothing flying around, no intense traveling blast off like i was on a rocket, no feeling of "what the fuck???" just the most incredible fucking thing ive ever experienced.
i became mildly aware of myself moaning and groaning in possibly the most orgasmic thing ive ever witnessed. thought i had orgasmed in my trousers the entire time. constant orgasm. imagine you're best MDMA peak but plus 50. voices/messages of wisdom telling me im a good person, generous, deeply born a good example of a caring and considerate person, that i deserve this, that ive earnt it and "they're" glad to have me experiencing it. a personal visit from angels. entities enveloping me intense bliss. many of them. showing me things, cant begin to explain what i witnessed. i asked questions "whats the point in life..... tell me everything" and they told me i wouldn't understand, but its all about love and respect, living and being, enjoying the short time we have, and things just are. very feminine, loving and understanding. gradually opened my eyes (eyes open/shut/i could not tell until this point. there was something telling me to keep them shut and ride it) i came back to find i had dribbed everywhere, ended up half asleep on the floor, hardly any physical awareness, was all over the place when i stood up, and still tripping until 10 minutes later. got up, staggered around and dropped my pipe and smashed it. fucking gutting, gonna have to order another soon.
looked at my eyes in the pupils, massively dialated, biggest shocked looking eyes ive ever seen. felt myself giggle and say to myself "what the FUCK"
cant even begin to say how highly i rate this... smoked it many times over the past year but this was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. beyond. its gonna be hard to top that, so fucking euphoric and deep. flowing with the stream of life, riding waves of love
anyway -just returned back from a drum n bass/dubstep night, after drinking a lot of alcohol and doing decent meph. dancing, meeting people, feeling good, amazing tunes, atmosphere, people. happy days. met and chatted to loads of people. met djs and chatted. feeling very good, although a little sick. felt a bit rough after the previous night of drinking etc, plans went a little wrong so went home a bit earlier than usual. felt ok but have felt better.
arrived home, got comfortable after popping a 10mg valium ontop of booze, it kicked in. feeling good. quite "mongy" fucked as i type this. hypnotic. put some good music on, watched tv for a little, couple drinks and cigs, then
sat downstairs and smoked some N,N,DMT.... big pinches into the pipe, no idea how on the amount. a good amount. pinches of parsley ontop. decent wind proof double jet flame lighter. burns it fast. no fear or pre-flight anxiety like i usual get.
let rip, massive inhale, 1 big hit, smoke everywhere, held it for as long as possible. everything sucked forward, felt like i was being dragged forward,, big circular ripple field of vision twisting, sharping and morphing, incredible euphoria, intense. never felt anything like it... un-fucking believeable. nitrous style body load. but different,hard to explain. took a second big hit, did the same..... and jesus FUCKING christ.......
boom.
dropped the pipe, lost the aspect of being physical, fell back onto the sofa, closed my "eyes" (i didn't know if my eyes were open or shut) and i was gone. no boundarys, sank into a flowing in mass beauty of incredible color, love, sex, unity, deep into things i cant imagine. flowing on a river of life. the pinicle of existence. music sounded crystal clear yet i was seeing and experiencing things uncomprehendable. a lot different to previous trips, no geometric patterns moving, nothing flying around, no intense traveling blast off like i was on a rocket, no feeling of "what the fuck???" just the most incredible fucking thing ive ever experienced.
i became mildly aware of myself moaning and groaning in possibly the most orgasmic thing ive ever witnessed. thought i had orgasmed in my trousers the entire time. constant orgasm. imagine you're best MDMA peak but plus 50. voices/messages of wisdom telling me im a good person, generous, deeply born a good example of a caring and considerate person, that i deserve this, that ive earnt it and "they're" glad to have me experiencing it. a personal visit from angels. entities enveloping me intense bliss. many of them. showing me things, cant begin to explain what i witnessed. i asked questions "whats the point in life..... tell me everything" and they told me i wouldn't understand, but its all about love and respect, living and being, enjoying the short time we have, and things just are. very feminine, loving and understanding. gradually opened my eyes (eyes open/shut/i could not tell until this point. there was something telling me to keep them shut and ride it) i came back to find i had dribbed everywhere, ended up half asleep on the floor, hardly any physical awareness, was all over the place when i stood up, and still tripping until 10 minutes later. got up, staggered around and dropped my pipe and smashed it. fucking gutting, gonna have to order another soon.
looked at my eyes in the pupils, massively dialated, biggest shocked looking eyes ive ever seen. felt myself giggle and say to myself "what the FUCK"
cant even begin to say how highly i rate this... smoked it many times over the past year but this was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. beyond. its gonna be hard to top that, so fucking euphoric and deep. flowing with the stream of life, riding waves of love
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