unglued and i have begun telling people we are divorcing or at least splitting up for the time being. i am taking a leave of absence from work, so i can decide if moving to seattle is truly what i want to do. telling people has been difficult. i feel like we are hiding some big secret or something, so i feel all weird until the news is out in the open. unglued has stopped wearing his wedding band, tho i have still been wearing mine.
in theory, i want to move and i am excited to move. in practical matters, i am leaving behind a job where i am highly regarded and able to get pretty much whatever i want in terms of hours/schedule. i am given a lot of freedom by my supervisors. it is pretty fun to be able to do sessions at the park, at the bowling alley, at disneyland, at chuck e cheese. i feel like i am playing most of the time which is pretty awesome.
but living here is expensive. and i don't really like living here. if i stayed in so cal, i would prolly move up towards the westside. that is where most of my friends live and the area i like to hang out in. i suppose i could transfer within in my company if i did decide to move in los angeles county. i find the whole where i will be living more stressful than the actual break up.
i am very lucky that i have supportive friends. who have been very patient while my mood swings from normal to sad to angry. and the fact that i have been texting them at all hours to share random thoughts. and they are very good about not asking questions or dropping subjects if i don't want to discuss matters.
as to me and unglued, we are still hanging out and going about our daily lives. i've got to go to work now but perhaps i will update this later.
as an aside, i am taking the kid to a soup buffet today to introduce her to new foods. these are the things i really like about my job.
fucktwat found out i am moving back. i am not sure if the words "utterly elated" quite encapsulate his reaction. then he wanted to know if unglued decided he was gay. i guess that is what happens when i decide to be attracted to an outspoken asshole.
in theory, i want to move and i am excited to move. in practical matters, i am leaving behind a job where i am highly regarded and able to get pretty much whatever i want in terms of hours/schedule. i am given a lot of freedom by my supervisors. it is pretty fun to be able to do sessions at the park, at the bowling alley, at disneyland, at chuck e cheese. i feel like i am playing most of the time which is pretty awesome.
but living here is expensive. and i don't really like living here. if i stayed in so cal, i would prolly move up towards the westside. that is where most of my friends live and the area i like to hang out in. i suppose i could transfer within in my company if i did decide to move in los angeles county. i find the whole where i will be living more stressful than the actual break up.
i am very lucky that i have supportive friends. who have been very patient while my mood swings from normal to sad to angry. and the fact that i have been texting them at all hours to share random thoughts. and they are very good about not asking questions or dropping subjects if i don't want to discuss matters.
as to me and unglued, we are still hanging out and going about our daily lives. i've got to go to work now but perhaps i will update this later.
as an aside, i am taking the kid to a soup buffet today to introduce her to new foods. these are the things i really like about my job.
fucktwat found out i am moving back. i am not sure if the words "utterly elated" quite encapsulate his reaction. then he wanted to know if unglued decided he was gay. i guess that is what happens when i decide to be attracted to an outspoken asshole.
