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And now he is a sweet angel....

Angelight

Angelight

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I wish i could have been brave like he was.
How he was the one who taught me how to be brave.
I was no where near how healthy and beautiful he was.
He was the perfect being, the perfect friend, the perfect person...now he is the perfect angel.
I wish that i could hug him one more time, just squeeze his hand like i used to when i was scared.
I'm so so scared now, scared to even face one day without him.
I wish i could explain to you how this boy lit up the room, how he touched every person he even looked at.
I sometimes think he was just ment to be an angel.
I never thought i would ever have to suffer the loss of someone i love, you never think it could happen to one of your freinds, never the less...the perfect friend.
I wish i could of sat in his seat, and let him live his life. He was the bravest thing i have ever known.
I know that up there somewhere he is watching down on me, asking me to be as brave as he was.
I wish i could just thank him for being such a light in my life, just one more time tell him that i was so privelaged to just have him in my life even if it was for only a short time.
I know that he will carry on forever in my mind, in pictures, in memories we have made. I know he will live on through every life he has helped make beautiful.
There are certain people that come into your life for a reason, there are certain people that are taken from your life for another. I just wish it didn't have to be him, the most beautful creature i called my best friend.
Let him shine on like the brightest light ever to be lit, Rest in Peace my darling Jesse...i love you.
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R.I.P
Jesse Semeraro 7/1/82-4/23/01
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~*~"you've got to dance like nobody's watching and love like its never going to hurt"
 
I don't know what to say. That piece is so touching! I lost my father a couple of years ago and want to say I can empathise with you. I won't say I can understand what you are going through 'cause no-one ever can understand the way grief effects you. They say time heals and I know it's corny but I'll say it to you. I was told the same thing and thought it would never happen. Well it hasn't! I still haven't healed and don't think I ever will fully but it does get easier. I send you luck and love!
 
Ange,
This is beautiful, and I am glad you finally sat down and wrote about it.
I know how much you loved him, I know the pain you felt. I wish I could take it all away from you.
But he left you strong wether or not you realize it yourself.
YOu are beautiful and what you right is beautiful.
He will be remember, by you and others sweetie.
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" Stay with me just for today and let your soul come rest for a minute. "
 
That made me cry chicky because it was so beautifully crafted...
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RIP
 
You've made me cry sweetie.
I agree with tosakarade... each of us feels grief differently. And the pain I felt last September I won't put here... leave it at this - I'm so sorry you hurt, and thank you for the words.
I miss you Bud.
 
oh my...i dont have much to say, as everyone else has pretty much already said what ive wanted to. but that was one of the most touching things i have ever read. u made me cry, and made many others too. as i read it, i couldnt help thinking of a good friend of mine who passed away recently. thank u very much. that was beautiful
 
Angelight,
Darling, you have honored your friend in such a beautiful way with your words here. He was so very special and he DID light up the room...I wish I had been able to spend more time with him, but I'm grateful for at least meeting him.
It is my belief that he was borrowed from above and has returned home. I believe he is very proud of you...the friendship that you two had and the woman you've become.
I know I am...every day.
With All My Heart,
Caress
 
my husband and i recently have lost someone very close to us and some told me to read your poem from Bluelight.......i just sat here and cried....it was beautiful
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I am lost, I've gone to find myself, if I should return before I get back have me wait....
ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light.... -joker
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Angelight, That was absolutely beautiful... I had a friend pass away a few years ago who sounds very similar to what you've written... she was one of those people that everyone just loved... hrmm... meant to be an angel.. I like that.
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Don't be down...
~chad
 
Thankyou all for your kind words...it means so much to me.
Everyday gets easier (its been almost 1 month) I feel as they i am at my poets peak...my heart is just so sore from this...thanks again guys, your all the best.
much love
ange
p.s. i miss you J- and if your reading this help me pass my final! (winks at the sky)
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~*~"you've got to dance like nobody's watching and love like its never going to hurt"
 
Your poem brought tears to my eyes. It was beautiful. I can relate to what your going through. My best friend of 9 years passed away in 98. The pain of losing a loved one never fully goes away, but all the precious memories help you cope. Just know that your friend will always be watching over you and he will be alive in your heart always.
Much Love, Angie
 
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it's not everyday i read something that actually brings tears to my eyes... usually i read poems through cynical specticals, but this one got through... that's beautiful dear.
glad to hear you're doing well
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aj the femme
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the extra M is for MmmMmmmm
Be Good!!!
 
I already posted to your post before, but your poem came up at the perfect time. Yesterday was the 3 yr anniversary of my best friend's death and reading your poem touched my heart and brought tears to my eyes. The pain is still there and always will be, but I can honestly say that time does make it easier. I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I could say or do something to ease your pain. If you ever need to talk, feel free to email me at: [email protected].
Much Love, Angie
 
Sweetheart, you are stronger than you will ever know. Jesse knew that you are a strong woman, just as the rest of us do. You are wonderful, not only to me, but to all the people that have had the pleasure of meeting you.
I love you!
Dave
 
[[[Ange]]]
I, too, know the pain of loss..I hope that writing this helped to ease your heart if only a little bit because I know that reading this has eased mine!!
RIP Buddy, I love and miss you ever so much!!
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