and if i was a true poet

[yoUr bLiSS]

with true talent
i wouldn't need an inspiration
words would just flow
like water
like blood
like magic
but instead
they just sit there
stale
immobile
trapped
until that moment
that moment my heart breaks
or
that moment of pure intoxication
pain
alcohol
drugs
my three muses
sometimes i create them
where they are naturally lacking
a happy mellow mood
easily clouded
with a certain song
easily broken
with a few drinks
and a few thoughts
getting high off of a depression
i created myself
just being happy
i don't feel right
i need pain
i need tears
i need conflict
to feel alive
maybe someday
soon i hope
i will be comfortable
in my own happiness
for there is nothing in my
life at the moment
that is truly causing me pain
but myself...

 

[5FACES]

Looks to me like words flow easily from your pencil! Awesome words! Keep writing!
[ 26 December 2001: Message edited by: 5FACES ]

 

[harraser]

I know how you feel....emotional masochism is one thing Im trying to get over myself but its not easy.
but as for your words being stale all I have to say to that is BULLSHIT!!! I love all your work so they cant be that bad.honestly yours is one of the first names I look for when I get on here so keep writing,happiness will find you one day

 

[yoUr bLiSS]

harraser...wow thank you so much that makes me feel amazing! i've been going absolutely insane because my computer at home is down which is why i have not been posting much...i have to sneak it at work so i have all this stuff inside of me just dying to come out....