Hello,
I was once known under another similar name however I have been out of the loop for quite awhile. Unfortunately I lost a lot of time due to severe opiate/benzo addiction.
I was incarcerated thank god which helped me find me center and return to reality. I did 5 years and honestly it was wonderful for me. I'll explain that statement because you may be thinking "wonderful"?
I spent my days learning higher math/physics and explored myself through intense meditation. This has led to not having a single craving for a drug since going through horrific detox from 200mg+ per day of etizolam mostly IV with diacetylmorphine. I know how am I still alive?
How horrific you ask? Unimaginable terror and panic that makes my worst trips seem like pure nirvana while experiencing vivid hallucinations magnitudes more real then actual reality!
I thought nothing would touch my DMT experiences but I was wrong too say the least. I experienced months of nightmarish anguish which has for sure changed my perception surprisingly for the better. When I get time I will be writing a full trip report however spring semester is starting so time is limited.
I hope to be a valuable member of the bluelight forums and hope my knowledge is useful. I will mostly be sticking around the psychedelic forums as I believe psychedelics are windows not drugs. Windows are much appreciated in this sensory corrupted world we find ourselves travelling within. They truly are useful tools for those who respect and appreciate there power!
I was once known under another similar name however I have been out of the loop for quite awhile. Unfortunately I lost a lot of time due to severe opiate/benzo addiction.
I was incarcerated thank god which helped me find me center and return to reality. I did 5 years and honestly it was wonderful for me. I'll explain that statement because you may be thinking "wonderful"?
I spent my days learning higher math/physics and explored myself through intense meditation. This has led to not having a single craving for a drug since going through horrific detox from 200mg+ per day of etizolam mostly IV with diacetylmorphine. I know how am I still alive?
How horrific you ask? Unimaginable terror and panic that makes my worst trips seem like pure nirvana while experiencing vivid hallucinations magnitudes more real then actual reality!
I thought nothing would touch my DMT experiences but I was wrong too say the least. I experienced months of nightmarish anguish which has for sure changed my perception surprisingly for the better. When I get time I will be writing a full trip report however spring semester is starting so time is limited.
I hope to be a valuable member of the bluelight forums and hope my knowledge is useful. I will mostly be sticking around the psychedelic forums as I believe psychedelics are windows not drugs. Windows are much appreciated in this sensory corrupted world we find ourselves travelling within. They truly are useful tools for those who respect and appreciate there power!
