Ok some sad news one of my cats, Black, sadly passed away yesterday. I now only have Beauty---Black's sister. Black will be gone n sadly missed but never forgotten. ThankfullyBeauty n little one don't really understand n are ok.
Other news I have not had a drink in 12 days, am not craving alcohol or opiates since my dose of suboxone went up to 12mg. I have even stopped obsessing over forums n don't feel so empty anymore. I've started volunteering in the courts - servibg hot drinks in the kitchen.
I'm back in touch with an old friend whom I've known online since 2001 n understands 'true friendship' n 'loyalty' unlike that BITCH who I mistakenly thought was a 'friend' for the past year but was TOO QUICK TO BELIEVE OTHERS' BAD OPINIONS OF ME. God good n He leads me to GOOD people n away from evil, nasty people who knock you when you're down. I never forget n finally my life is good. I am surrounded by good, kind, warm, welcoming, caring people who are with me not just when times are good but through the difficult times n instead of a knife in my back n through my heart I'm shown a hand, tokd to take it n are lifted up n carried through the bad times n held through the good.
This year has been the worst year of my life - 2014 cannot come quick enough. I hope you're all happy n if not happy I hope that someone is there for you through the hard times as it keeps us going, knowing that people care.
Thank you, Bluelight, for helping me through some things these past few months. I'm thankful that I found this site full of useful information n warm, caring, knowlagable posters.
Take care,
Evey xxxx
Other news I have not had a drink in 12 days, am not craving alcohol or opiates since my dose of suboxone went up to 12mg. I have even stopped obsessing over forums n don't feel so empty anymore. I've started volunteering in the courts - servibg hot drinks in the kitchen.
I'm back in touch with an old friend whom I've known online since 2001 n understands 'true friendship' n 'loyalty' unlike that BITCH who I mistakenly thought was a 'friend' for the past year but was TOO QUICK TO BELIEVE OTHERS' BAD OPINIONS OF ME. God good n He leads me to GOOD people n away from evil, nasty people who knock you when you're down. I never forget n finally my life is good. I am surrounded by good, kind, warm, welcoming, caring people who are with me not just when times are good but through the difficult times n instead of a knife in my back n through my heart I'm shown a hand, tokd to take it n are lifted up n carried through the bad times n held through the good.
This year has been the worst year of my life - 2014 cannot come quick enough. I hope you're all happy n if not happy I hope that someone is there for you through the hard times as it keeps us going, knowing that people care.
Thank you, Bluelight, for helping me through some things these past few months. I'm thankful that I found this site full of useful information n warm, caring, knowlagable posters.
Take care,
Evey xxxx
