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Hey Bluelight. I'm actually not a lurker; I only just found this website and have to say, it's a relief to find a psychoactives site that doesn't require you to write an essay then wait three weeks for someone to approve it, or treat newcomers with an elitist hostile attitude, or use SWIM for every trip account, even legal ones. I'm new to drugs, though I've been researching them for the past five months. Part of the reason for my hesitation is because I had a dysmorphic mental condition as a child, and a friend advised me not to take LSD because of it. That condition, by the way, is called micropsia. I strongly recommend you check it out, because despite scientific consensus that it's rare, in my experience it's astoundingly common. If you have experienced it, whether naturally or on drugs, please let me know as well, because I'm very interested to see if it actually does influence your psychadelic experiences.

Anyway, after many scientific papers, I settled on a few drugs to try that probably won't drive me insane due to Alice in Wonderland Syndrome. The main ones are DXM and salvia, though I may also try DMT and, as a recreational side, cannibis. My main interest with drugs is a self-developmental quest. Except for pot, which is very mild, all these drugs are for people who aren't just in for the fun trips.

I've never had any experience with drugs before, not even alcohol. Though the legal drinking age in Australia is 18 and I'm 20, it has simply never interested me. However, yesterday morning, I attempted my first DXM trip. It didn't go so well, and after browsing Erowid and the 'net to find out what went wrong, I came here.

Australia also happens to be one of the few places where salvia is illegal, categorised alongside heroin as a seriously dangerous drug. This absolute crap makes it impossible to find, since it's already such a rare entheogen. I'm a casual philosopher and I believe that governments' "wars against drugs" are fundamentally immoral, but especially so when we ban plants that do no harm to anyone, not even the people using them, unless they're very stupid. Meanwhile, pharmaceuticals continue selling dextromethorphan unprescribed over the counter even when reports from my investigation show that it has been a factor in the deaths of hundreds of children. These disgusting double standards always come back to profit. And the most glaring one of all is that the two biggest killers, alcohol and tobacco, are legal and easily accessible.

I have a few questions which I'll ask in other forums, and hopefully some things to contribute too, in time. So, thanks, and I'll see you on the forums.
 
Welcome to Bluelight!

I wouldn't say not to use LSD, I think it's an amazing substance. Salvia is more likely to worsen such a perception because it is more closely linked with HPPD in my opinion; I think the primary problem is that people don't know how to titrate a proper dosage with salvia.

Feel free to PM me. :) I am a psychology major so I am deeply fascinated by all of this.

Tobacco is by far the worst drug ever and if you are smoking it I would encourage you to stop. Ethanol is also a very bad drug when used in excess. Tobacco is the leading cause of a shortened life span which is rather tragic IMO.
 
Welcome to Bluelight Flickering!! :)

To me HPPD is a person not understanding what the psychedelic experience is all about. They see patterns on the wall a month later and call it a disorder. What has happened is they opened new pathways without researching how to use them. There is so much more to life than this 3D prison we call existence....or maybe not. The beauty is understanding that no one really has a clue.
 
Welcome to Bluelight Flickering!! :)

To me HPPD is a person not understanding what the psychedelic experience is all about. They see patterns on the wall a month later and call it a disorder. What has happened is they opened new pathways without researching how to use them. There is so much more to life than this 3D prison we call existence....or maybe not. The beauty is understanding that no one really has a clue.

I believe HPPD is a real disorder; it's just not common.

It would involve being deeply disturbed/upset by the long-lasting psychedelic vision/etc that perpetually happens.
 
The "drug" community is divided on this issue almost 50/50....or at least according to the reading I have done on Bluelight/D-F. I would assume they prescibe a benzo for the "disorder" at this stage in the research but not sure how often docs prescribe them for this issue.
 
Thanks for your warm welcomes. This divide in opinion about the drug experience interests me very much. I'm an atheist with agnostic leanings (as you said OtherSide, no one really has a clue), but I'm aware it's very common for people to experience reality as a unified consciousness or see realms that lie beyond death, when they're on psychadelics. Stranger still are experiences on DMT and salvia, where you encounter otherworldly beings or discover that our world is just a facade. There are those who consider this mere babble of the brain, and others who take it as quite real.

I'll be interested to see what my reaction will be.

As for HPPD, I don't mind getting it as long as it isn't too strong and doesn't interfere with day-to-day life. No good driving if the traffic lights suddenly turn into snakelike vines and strangle my car. But random hallucinations here and there would actually make things a bit less predictable. Still, probably a good idea to avoid it if I can.
 
Welcome aboard. nice intro. you will find that Bluelight is a wealth of information and support on so many issues. if you have any questions or need help with anything,please feel free to ask. you cannot PM me bc i am not a Mod and you are still a greenlighter,but if you reply here i promise i will get back to you.
Glad to have you and hope to see you around.

much peace and love...................skillz
 
very interesting, never heard of this condition. You said you have micropia but also called it Alice in Wonderland syndrome. But Wiki states that they are different things, not synonymous.

Just curious. Nitpicking text is my favorite part of the day, lol.
 
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