an exercise in self destruction

[harraser]

locked in this room
cave
in the dark dark comfort
of the middle of the night
how long have i been here?
I cant remember
maybe hours
maybe years
it doesnt matter.
Im trying to forget
forget you
forget my family
forget my life
forget my pain
forget ME
all I want is to be free
from the way they think of me
from expectations,
both yours and mine.
free from this ugly shell
that Im forced to reside in
day after disgusting day.
free to roam the universe
and experience.
with nothing that I have to do
except fulfill my selfish desires.
free to explore
the most hidden corners
of this wonderful existence,
that I cannot see
because of my blinding obsession
with the trivialities around me.
soon Ill be gone
Ill destroy myself
and be free
either free of this shell
or free of caring either way.
Free

 

[Average Whiteboy]

I really liked what you wrote since it seems like something I would've written and I can relate to some of the things you said.
A nice piece indeed my friend!

 

[Lingo]

I spent six months locked in my own dark hole destroying myself, the person I spent 22 years becoming. It was the greatest, most enlightening six months of my life. I got to kill the person that everyone else had told me to be and I discovered the REAL me.
Very nice, harraser.
Adios,
Steve