BlazinTos
Bluelighter
I was depressed, and now feel clensed.
what a long strange trip it's been.
in the end, power is not mesaured by wealth, nor popularity.
power is mesaured by courage,knowledge and charity.
we are here only for a short time, so this time we must use.
so much to learn, see and do, it's so easy to get confused.
we must treat our bodies, how we treat our babies.
with upmost cuation and respect
our main goal in life, is to live life to the fullest.
it should never be a question of "who is the coolest?".
we desire the unobtainable, and that's understandable.
so set your goals high, and work hard to acheieve them.
youll get out of life, whatever you put into it.
if you give a little, you'll get a little.
and if you give alot, you'll get alot.
let the choices you make today, be the ones you can live with tommorow.
you dont want to live a life of sorrow, and regret
dont forget!, you can change the way things are
life *is* change, without change, we wither and die.
so fly high!, fly higher than you ever thought possible
in 30 years, youll be somewhere you never thought plausable
one day, you can look at your empire in entirety
you'll think, with upmost clearity.
This is how it should be.
*I AM HAPPY*.
Over the past year i have been *extremly* depressed, and just now am i realizing what 'life' really is, and how *beutiful* it really is, i feel like i have just awoken from a dormant state, and now i am *really* living. everyday that goes by i am thankful i am here as opposed to wishing i was not. I have been through so much, bad and good, and though i can not change the past i *can* change the future. so no matter what happened, that is not the question, the question is, what is going to happen now?.
in conclusion i will turn to a poet of modern day, to sum up all i am trying to say, this might conflict with what you 'think' is a poet, but you are wrong this man is a genious....without furter adue (sp.) hehe..
You see, to live is to suffer, and to survive, well that's to find meaning in the suffering.
I've been through mad different phases, like mazes, to find my way, And *now* i know, the happy days are not far away.
DMX - Slippin.
I love you all, and i hope if you read this and feel like there is no light, and your at the end of the rope, look around you, i dont care who you are there *is* something to live for, you just need to find it, i am glad i found it, and i hope you can too.
I pray for all of you, and i thank all of the bluelighters who indirectly helped me out of my depression by sharing your lives and thoughts, you have no idea how thankful i am that there are people willing to take focus off their *busy* lives to be an anonymous shoulder for me to cry on. Thank you. =)
And finally, if *anyone* in any situation needed that same anonymous shoulder i am here for you, as you were for me.
Aim = Djpintsize
Sincerely,
Pintsize.
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 31 May 2001).]
what a long strange trip it's been.
in the end, power is not mesaured by wealth, nor popularity.
power is mesaured by courage,knowledge and charity.
we are here only for a short time, so this time we must use.
so much to learn, see and do, it's so easy to get confused.
we must treat our bodies, how we treat our babies.
with upmost cuation and respect
our main goal in life, is to live life to the fullest.
it should never be a question of "who is the coolest?".
we desire the unobtainable, and that's understandable.
so set your goals high, and work hard to acheieve them.
youll get out of life, whatever you put into it.
if you give a little, you'll get a little.
and if you give alot, you'll get alot.
let the choices you make today, be the ones you can live with tommorow.
you dont want to live a life of sorrow, and regret
dont forget!, you can change the way things are
life *is* change, without change, we wither and die.
so fly high!, fly higher than you ever thought possible
in 30 years, youll be somewhere you never thought plausable
one day, you can look at your empire in entirety
you'll think, with upmost clearity.
This is how it should be.
*I AM HAPPY*.
Over the past year i have been *extremly* depressed, and just now am i realizing what 'life' really is, and how *beutiful* it really is, i feel like i have just awoken from a dormant state, and now i am *really* living. everyday that goes by i am thankful i am here as opposed to wishing i was not. I have been through so much, bad and good, and though i can not change the past i *can* change the future. so no matter what happened, that is not the question, the question is, what is going to happen now?.
in conclusion i will turn to a poet of modern day, to sum up all i am trying to say, this might conflict with what you 'think' is a poet, but you are wrong this man is a genious....without furter adue (sp.) hehe..
You see, to live is to suffer, and to survive, well that's to find meaning in the suffering.
I've been through mad different phases, like mazes, to find my way, And *now* i know, the happy days are not far away.
DMX - Slippin.
I love you all, and i hope if you read this and feel like there is no light, and your at the end of the rope, look around you, i dont care who you are there *is* something to live for, you just need to find it, i am glad i found it, and i hope you can too.
I pray for all of you, and i thank all of the bluelighters who indirectly helped me out of my depression by sharing your lives and thoughts, you have no idea how thankful i am that there are people willing to take focus off their *busy* lives to be an anonymous shoulder for me to cry on. Thank you. =)
And finally, if *anyone* in any situation needed that same anonymous shoulder i am here for you, as you were for me.
Aim = Djpintsize
Sincerely,
Pintsize.
[This message has been edited by BlazinTos (edited 31 May 2001).]
