An addicts weekend

[McFly]

If i do get clean i imagine my weekends will be work or motorbike related if i can. If i wasnt using and couldnt ride my bike, i'd be depressed super quick.

 

[phr]

I dont know any heroin addicts who shoot dope that would sniff a bag when they got a choice to shoot or sniff. alot of things about the story dont make sense. i aint callin u a liar dude man but from the point of view of another dopehead which i am i dont see how you would sniff bags and also the amount of dope that you are saying u used really aint alot. not saying its a bad thing, or that its cool or good or better to use more dope, nothin like that dont get it twisted but my point is jus that u mention that u do alot of dope but yet those amounts are pretty small , u say u sniffed it which i dont understand cuz if ur a addict u aint gonna b able to get off on sniffing a couple bags if u shoot.

If I'm not addicted I don't always shoot. Sometimes it's just a lot more convenient to just snort, instead of shooting, which involves carrying a bunch of supplies I could get charged for, a couple minutes of prep time, and privacy. Don't get me wrong, if I'm dependent I don't snort, and if I have a choice, it's shooting hands down.

 

[SteeleyJ]

I chip at opiates now, when i was fully dependant the weekend was nothing special at all. As much as i love my opiates, i fucking loath the way they turn my entire life into one big routine if i let myself start becoming habituated to them . After awhile nothing really seems to matter too much anymore aside from keeping the sickness away ( and rediculous amounts of money to get high ).

I'm still dependent on benzodiazepines but other than draining some of my cash it doesn't affect my weekends very much other than i might drop a few extra xanax to potentiate or come down IF i'm taking anything else. I've mellowed out a lot with my drug use....theres no reason imo to feel the need to haveto go out and get completely shitfaced on a weekend, though occasionally it is fun/needed.