fairnymph
Ex-Bluelighter
*sigh*
Please, for the love of God, STOP with the fucking condescension. Guess what, you and Murple AREN'T the world fucking experts on psychedelic drug use! Nothing upsets me more than the "I've fucked up, and so I know what's up, and since you haven't fucked up, you don't have a clue" mindset. Has it perhaps occurred to you that maybe I'm cautious & aware enough to avoid fucking up badly? Just because YOU have not been able to avoid disaster does not mean that fate extends to everyone else. I am not claming that I am invincible, nor do I consider myself such. But I do have a lot of experience with a variety of drugs. I have had intense experiences. I have had flawed/frightening experiences (once, mild serotonin syndrome, once a panic attack/weird drug interaction between a medication and shrooms). I have witnessed overdoses/drug-related crises on numerous occasions. I have also heard first-hand accounts of ODs/crises related to me.
I will stop trying to argue my case, as it is clear that my words, and my opinions, are making little or no impact on you. It is somewhat sad/frustrating to be recieved by you in this manner, because I do value other people's opinions (and I have always admired both of you), but ultimately I value my own view of myself and my own beliefs far more than anyone else's.
The one last thing I have to say, if it is of any consolation: I haver never, not once, at any point during my drug use, felt that I could not drive a car or alert authorities if absolutely necessary. I have always had the ability to 'sober up' and deal with practical issues if necessary. I do not know if I will always have this ability, and in some ways I would like to lose it (at least once). But it is something that I have observed, and I do believe it is a form of a saving grace, despite my adventurousness.
Edit: I have a VEIN/blood fetish, which began as a child, long before I ever had any interest in drugs. And neither Ryan nor anyone else I've ever dated has track marks (not that they'd be an automatic deal breaker), so I have no clue where you came up with that. Maybe you weren't in your right mind?
I, my roommate, and Murple have the same opinion about this injecting AMT bullshit because we have seen and been through more than you in terms of drugs (and don't even TRY to dispute this). We've fucked up and we've learned from it. We claim the authority of experience.
Please, for the love of God, STOP with the fucking condescension. Guess what, you and Murple AREN'T the world fucking experts on psychedelic drug use! Nothing upsets me more than the "I've fucked up, and so I know what's up, and since you haven't fucked up, you don't have a clue" mindset. Has it perhaps occurred to you that maybe I'm cautious & aware enough to avoid fucking up badly? Just because YOU have not been able to avoid disaster does not mean that fate extends to everyone else. I am not claming that I am invincible, nor do I consider myself such. But I do have a lot of experience with a variety of drugs. I have had intense experiences. I have had flawed/frightening experiences (once, mild serotonin syndrome, once a panic attack/weird drug interaction between a medication and shrooms). I have witnessed overdoses/drug-related crises on numerous occasions. I have also heard first-hand accounts of ODs/crises related to me.
I will stop trying to argue my case, as it is clear that my words, and my opinions, are making little or no impact on you. It is somewhat sad/frustrating to be recieved by you in this manner, because I do value other people's opinions (and I have always admired both of you), but ultimately I value my own view of myself and my own beliefs far more than anyone else's.
The one last thing I have to say, if it is of any consolation: I haver never, not once, at any point during my drug use, felt that I could not drive a car or alert authorities if absolutely necessary. I have always had the ability to 'sober up' and deal with practical issues if necessary. I do not know if I will always have this ability, and in some ways I would like to lose it (at least once). But it is something that I have observed, and I do believe it is a form of a saving grace, despite my adventurousness.
Edit: I have a VEIN/blood fetish, which began as a child, long before I ever had any interest in drugs. And neither Ryan nor anyone else I've ever dated has track marks (not that they'd be an automatic deal breaker), so I have no clue where you came up with that. Maybe you weren't in your right mind?
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